Good evening everybody,
I'm really struggling to introduce myself and what my addiction to chew has done to my life because to be honest, only two people on the face of this planet ever knew that I chewed: my best friend and my dealer. I considered myself to be a top flight ninja dipper who could wait however long I needed to wait, put up with whatever I needed to put up with, as long as I knew I was going to get my fix at the next available opportunity. I started when I was 16 in high school along with smoking, but never really got 'hooked' until I was in college and hated going out into the cold to smoke when I could hide under the warm blankets with my nic whore. I turned 26 five days ago and realized that 10 years is TOOO LONG to put up with this crap.
Being the ninja dipper that I was, I've been a half-can eater a day for the most part, but I could brew a whole can on a bad day or if I had a whole day by myself without seeing anybody and nothing to do. I've also taken a couple breaks from chew before and have been able to successfully reduce my intake with each break, but now I'm ready to take back my life one day at a time. This is my fourth day without chew and it already feels different than 'taking a break', this feels like a first class ticket to suckland. I look forward to meeting some people who are putting up with the same crap that I'm going through.