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Offline RoyJester

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #42 on: April 28, 2009, 01:34:00 PM »
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Been reading a lot of stuff on the site the past few days... lots of folks out there that have some "funk" issues.  Maybe I shouldn't be so selfish with it?  Maybe I should let others have the funk for awhile.

....................who knows................... :ph43r:
Please define CRAVE vs FUNK

Is Funk, like a cloud that just doesnt seem to go away for a long period of time, causing periods of deep depression and low motivation vs a crave that's a short burst of desiring to dip?

I seem to have a couple of craves here and there, followed by a "fuck you I don't dip anymore" and then I go on to the rest of my misery which is not quit enabled.

Am I gettin it right, Cat? :blink:
Four major things in a quit:

Fog - the hazy can't see, can't think, can't move, this is the suck.

Craves - wanting to paste a big lump of shit in your lip, mmm, can't do anything without that nic bitch.

Funk - I'm fucking quit, I'm fucking pissed, you're in my way, fuck off!

Don't-give-a-shits - I'm not chewing, I'm not pissed, I'm not craving, I'm not doing shit and I don't care.

I'm sure I missed some.
So my Craves are followed by a I Don't Give a Shit? :wacko:
These can also occur in groups! Watch for the bitch (nic) to mount attacks on multiple fronts.

Ex.:
Fog Craves - can't think of anything else
Funky Shits - I'm pissed and I don't fucking care about you and what you fucking want!

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #41 on: April 28, 2009, 12:43:00 PM »
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Been reading a lot of stuff on the site the past few days... lots of folks out there that have some "funk" issues.  Maybe I shouldn't be so selfish with it?  Maybe I should let others have the funk for awhile.

....................who knows................... :ph43r:
Please define CRAVE vs FUNK

Is Funk, like a cloud that just doesnt seem to go away for a long period of time, causing periods of deep depression and low motivation vs a crave that's a short burst of desiring to dip?

I seem to have a couple of craves here and there, followed by a "fuck you I don't dip anymore" and then I go on to the rest of my misery which is not quit enabled.

Am I gettin it right, Cat? :blink:
Four major things in a quit:

Fog - the hazy can't see, can't think, can't move, this is the suck.

Craves - wanting to paste a big lump of shit in your lip, mmm, can't do anything without that nic bitch.

Funk - I'm fucking quit, I'm fucking pissed, you're in my way, fuck off!

Don't-give-a-shits - I'm not chewing, I'm not pissed, I'm not craving, I'm not doing shit and I don't care.

I'm sure I missed some.
So my Craves are followed by a I Don't Give a Shit? :wacko:
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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #40 on: April 28, 2009, 11:54:00 AM »
Quote from: RoyJester
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Quote from: Wildcat99
Been reading a lot of stuff on the site the past few days... lots of folks out there that have some "funk" issues.  Maybe I shouldn't be so selfish with it?  Maybe I should let others have the funk for awhile.

....................who knows................... :ph43r:
Please define CRAVE vs FUNK

Is Funk, like a cloud that just doesnt seem to go away for a long period of time, causing periods of deep depression and low motivation vs a crave that's a short burst of desiring to dip?

I seem to have a couple of craves here and there, followed by a "fuck you I don't dip anymore" and then I go on to the rest of my misery which is not quit enabled.

Am I gettin it right, Cat? :blink:
Four major things in a quit:

Fog - the hazy can't see, can't think, can't move, this is the suck.

Craves - wanting to paste a big lump of shit in your lip, mmm, can't do anything without that nic bitch.

Funk - I'm fucking quit, I'm fucking pissed, you're in my way, fuck off!

Don't-give-a-shits - I'm not chewing, I'm not pissed, I'm not craving, I'm not doing shit and I don't care.

I'm sure I missed some.
I would add Dip rage- it was always my reason to cave...I'm a nicer guy when I dip- if I quit people won't like me! 'crackup'
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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #39 on: April 28, 2009, 11:47:00 AM »
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Been reading a lot of stuff on the site the past few days... lots of folks out there that have some "funk" issues.  Maybe I shouldn't be so selfish with it?  Maybe I should let others have the funk for awhile.

....................who knows................... :ph43r:
Please define CRAVE vs FUNK

Is Funk, like a cloud that just doesnt seem to go away for a long period of time, causing periods of deep depression and low motivation vs a crave that's a short burst of desiring to dip?

I seem to have a couple of craves here and there, followed by a "fuck you I don't dip anymore" and then I go on to the rest of my misery which is not quit enabled.

Am I gettin it right, Cat? :blink:
Four major things in a quit:

Fog - the hazy can't see, can't think, can't move, this is the suck.

Craves - wanting to paste a big lump of shit in your lip, mmm, can't do anything without that nic bitch.

Funk - I'm fucking quit, I'm fucking pissed, you're in my way, fuck off!

Don't-give-a-shits - I'm not chewing, I'm not pissed, I'm not craving, I'm not doing shit and I don't care.

I'm sure I missed some.

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #38 on: April 28, 2009, 11:42:00 AM »
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Been reading a lot of stuff on the site the past few days... lots of folks out there that have some "funk" issues.  Maybe I shouldn't be so selfish with it?  Maybe I should let others have the funk for awhile.

....................who knows................... :ph43r:
Please define CRAVE vs FUNK

Is Funk, like a cloud that just doesnt seem to go away for a long period of time, causing periods of deep depression and low motivation vs a crave that's a short burst of desiring to dip?

I seem to have a couple of craves here and there, followed by a "fuck you I don't dip anymore" and then I go on to the rest of my misery which is not quit enabled.

Am I gettin it right, Cat? :blink:
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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #37 on: April 28, 2009, 11:25:00 AM »
Been reading a lot of stuff on the site the past few days... lots of folks out there that have some "funk" issues. Maybe I shouldn't be so selfish with it? Maybe I should let others have the funk for awhile.

....................who knows................... :ph43r:

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #36 on: April 26, 2009, 03:40:00 PM »
Another day of 'funk' 'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head' 'bang head'

I have no motivation to do anything..............

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #35 on: April 25, 2009, 07:10:00 PM »
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Day 115 sucks ass... I have been craving literally since I woke up. I posted roll first thing this morning (like I always do), otherwise who knows. I don't like feeling the way I do today and I have triggers everywhere I turn. The weather is nice here and I'm just thinking that this time last year I would have been packing the biggest fatty known to man right about know. I guess I have fallen victim to the "funk" today. 'bang head'
You have not fallen victim to the funk. You are owning the funk.

Now put your diaper on and pluck that bass.

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #34 on: April 25, 2009, 04:37:00 PM »
Day 115 sucks ass... I have been craving literally since I woke up. I posted roll first thing this morning (like I always do), otherwise who knows. I don't like feeling the way I do today and I have triggers everywhere I turn. The weather is nice here and I'm just thinking that this time last year I would have been packing the biggest fatty known to man right about know. I guess I have fallen victim to the "funk" today. 'bang head'

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #33 on: April 06, 2009, 12:33:00 PM »
Felt like I needed to come in here on a good day so that everyone didn't think I was permanently "debbie downer". Day 96 and life is good today!! One day at a time, right? Yesterday sucked but ole smoke-stack and a few others helped me pull it together. Friday is a big day--HOF for Wildcat!!! Can't believe I quit, finally. Damn, I'm special. Not like "special fred" special... like, I'm really good at this whole quitting thing, special.

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #32 on: April 05, 2009, 03:13:00 PM »
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Day 95... craving like crazy and pissy as hell. WTF 'bang head' . i just want to get over this completely and not think about dipping. does that ever happen???

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Smokeyg - day 321

Not yet...but, nicotine never controls my mood anymore. I do think about it at times. I do still fantasize about how awesome "just one" would be every now and then. However, every day quit for me adds to the fact that I will never give in to my addiction. I'm ready for a life-long battle that gets a little bit easier day to day.

Get through today Wildcat. Or just get through this hour. It will get better.

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #31 on: April 05, 2009, 02:28:00 PM »
Day 95... craving like crazy and pissy as hell. WTF 'bang head' . i just want to get over this completely and not think about dipping. does that ever happen???

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #30 on: March 28, 2009, 12:37:00 AM »
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I've been hitting the gym 5-6 days a week since I quit. Every day after I start driving home one of my biggest craves starts up. I expected this crave to get a little better by now, but it's still brutal. Are you still experiencing the "after gym" dip crave at 70+ days?
Sometimes bro, but not very often... i am on day 86 now and the craves really only hit me really hard after meals. Those are tough. Up until 86 days ago, I put in a dip after every meal for the past 12 years of my life. So that was a huge adjustment for me. The craves will pass...... i'm not gonna lie though, it will suck for awhile. Stay strong, stay quit!! :ph43r:

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #29 on: March 12, 2009, 09:59:00 PM »
I've been hitting the gym 5-6 days a week since I quit. Every day after I start driving home one of my biggest craves starts up. I expected this crave to get a little better by now, but it's still brutal. Are you still experiencing the "after gym" dip crave at 70+ days?
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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #28 on: March 12, 2009, 06:27:00 PM »
Congrats on day 71 - you're doing awesome! Keep up the great work!

Stay strong and stay quit.

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