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« Reply #57 on: November 04, 2009, 06:15:00 PM »
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11/1/09, day 308...checking in because I am bored.  Today can eat a bag of shit.  i posted roll this morning, just like i do every morning and will do again tomorrow morning and so on and so on.  Haven't thought about chewing once today... but, of all days, today would be the day to think about it.  My day has easily been the worst of 2009.  Screw you 11/1/09, I want to go to bed and try again tomorrow. 'bang head'

Oh well, at least I can now make it through a shitty day w/o even thinkn about putting cancer in my cake hole.
Why blame Sunday for Wednesday's misgivings?

Poor, poor Sunday. Good thing she has the Lord on her side.

'Finger' Humpday!
Typo... I meant to type 11/4 not 11/1.
No - I think you have it out for Sunday. Too little too late. :angry:
I don't really remember Sunday... but since it is Wednesday, Wednesday can swallow my salty bean bag.

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #56 on: November 04, 2009, 05:59:00 PM »
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11/1/09, day 308...checking in because I am bored.  Today can eat a bag of shit.  i posted roll this morning, just like i do every morning and will do again tomorrow morning and so on and so on.  Haven't thought about chewing once today... but, of all days, today would be the day to think about it.  My day has easily been the worst of 2009.  Screw you 11/1/09, I want to go to bed and try again tomorrow. 'bang head'

Oh well, at least I can now make it through a shitty day w/o even thinkn about putting cancer in my cake hole.
Why blame Sunday for Wednesday's misgivings?

Poor, poor Sunday. Good thing she has the Lord on her side.

'Finger' Humpday!
Typo... I meant to type 11/4 not 11/1.
No - I think you have it out for Sunday. Too little too late. :angry:

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« Reply #55 on: November 04, 2009, 05:53:00 PM »
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11/1/09, day 308...checking in because I am bored.  Today can eat a bag of shit.  i posted roll this morning, just like i do every morning and will do again tomorrow morning and so on and so on.  Haven't thought about chewing once today... but, of all days, today would be the day to think about it.  My day has easily been the worst of 2009.  Screw you 11/1/09, I want to go to bed and try again tomorrow. 'bang head'

Oh well, at least I can now make it through a shitty day w/o even thinkn about putting cancer in my cake hole.
Why blame Sunday for Wednesday's misgivings?

Poor, poor Sunday. Good thing she has the Lord on her side.

'Finger' Humpday!
Typo... I meant to type 11/4 not 11/1.

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #54 on: November 04, 2009, 05:26:00 PM »
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11/1/09, day 308...checking in because I am bored. Today can eat a bag of shit. i posted roll this morning, just like i do every morning and will do again tomorrow morning and so on and so on. Haven't thought about chewing once today... but, of all days, today would be the day to think about it. My day has easily been the worst of 2009. Screw you 11/1/09, I want to go to bed and try again tomorrow. 'bang head'

Oh well, at least I can now make it through a shitty day w/o even thinkn about putting cancer in my cake hole.
Why blame Sunday for Wednesday's misgivings?

Poor, poor Sunday. Good thing she has the Lord on her side.

'Finger' Humpday!

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #53 on: November 04, 2009, 05:17:00 PM »
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11/1/09, day 308...checking in because I am bored. Today can eat a bag of shit. i posted roll this morning, just like i do every morning and will do again tomorrow morning and so on and so on. Haven't thought about chewing once today... but, of all days, today would be the day to think about it. My day has easily been the worst of 2009. Screw you 11/1/09, I want to go to bed and try again tomorrow. 'bang head'

Oh well, at least I can now make it through a shitty day w/o even thinkn about putting cancer in my cake hole.
Funny how time works for you. The day can be fucking terrible but after time, practice and some rewiring - your options on how to deal with it no longer include DIP.

I'll throw in a 'Finger' 'Finger' TODAY

for you and will see you in the morning at roll :)

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« Reply #52 on: November 04, 2009, 05:08:00 PM »
11/1/09, day 308...checking in because I am bored. Today can eat a bag of shit. i posted roll this morning, just like i do every morning and will do again tomorrow morning and so on and so on. Haven't thought about chewing once today... but, of all days, today would be the day to think about it. My day has easily been the worst of 2009. Screw you 11/1/09, I want to go to bed and try again tomorrow. 'bang head'

Oh well, at least I can now make it through a shitty day w/o even thinkn about putting cancer in my cake hole.

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« Reply #51 on: November 04, 2009, 05:07:00 PM »
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Greetings all you quitters... until about 3 days ago you and I were opposites.  You were staying strong and off the dip... i was weak and poisoned with Skoal running through my blood.  Those days are over, now we have much more in common.  Like you, i am now quit!!  And, even though its early in my fight--i am damn determined to stay quit.

I had been a Skoal victim for about 12 years... started in college (soph. year, first semester, finals week) because, well, no real reason.  I lived in a fraternity and most guys either smoked or chewed.  I did a little of both for a long time.  Eventually kicked the cigs and married Skoal.  That faithful and expensive bitch is done. 

For the last 12 years I have used a lot of excuses to keep dipping.  I'm too busy to quit... life is too stressful with a wife and 3 kids... business is too stressful.  Gimmie a break.  The excuses, I own all of them.  Golfing, I was chewin my ass off.  Watching football, dippin.  Showering, yep-fatty installed in the lip.  Workin (if not meeting with clients)--dippin like it's my job.  The list goes on.  It got stupid and out of control.  I was up to about 1 1/2 cans per day before I kicked Skoal to the curb.  I don't wanna go back... and, on Dec 31st, 2008 I tossed it for good.

Cooincidence would have it that also on 12/31/08 I was surfing the internet and found this site.  And, I am pretty damn thankful that I did!!  The last 3 days have been torture.  I'm a foggy mess and feel completely baked.  It is a very weird feeling that I do not recall because I have never quit or even tried to quit before.  This is my first time.  This site is huge... i log in several times throuhout the day and read posts, etc.  I have alwasy been able to find useful and timely info. 

Funny... i have only been a member for 3 days.  Yet, it feels like an eternity.

Well, now you have a little history about me... thanks for reading.  You will see me around.  I'm a determined SOB that is ready to kick this habit for good.  Thanks in advance for the numerous times you help me.  Thank you to the creators (iuchewie, etc.) of this site for helping save my life.  Ready, JustQuit, Hydro and the folks that helped me pull the trigger when i did-----thank you!!

You'll see me every morning... in roll call!!  Until then....................

bom chica waa waa!!

Wildcat99
Damn, 270 days ago I said this shit... funny how the days stack up when you just do it one day at a time. On day 273 right now, still quittin one day at a time. How do I feel these days???

Life is good!! And, I am in control now! 'archer'
Of all the April 09 FOQR's you were the one that really lived it and felt it and came here and vented and just worked it out...you are one of the reasons for the soilid nature of our group.......I know you made me a better quitter! :ph43r:
FOQr

You are one of the best example of what this site is about.

You spent so much time here splaining in detail what you were / are going through that it truly helped so many of us.
To know that there are people going through the same things makes it easier to understand and cope (without cope) to get through them.

You're right on the money with all them one days adding up to 270.
You have truly helped Apr 09 and KTC

:ph43r: 268
Thanks for helping me quit, WC.
Thanks for adding to my quit also.
Damn doods--wasn't expecting all that, but thanks!! I was just poppin in to update my intro because in the early days I spent a bunch of time bitching and playing the "woah is me card". I had a huge pity party going (or at least it felt that way) and my quit was rough. I just updated my intro to let everyone know that it DOES get better. And, it doesn't take getting to the 2nd floor to get there. I just hadn't updated my intro in awhile but I have been feeling pretty damn good for awhile. Needless to say, when I came in here this morning and saw the comments by JpCrew, PbKid, Niwot and SmokeyG--I was humbled. Thanks homies!! You all (and everyone else on the site) have saved my life!!! I'm not goin anywhere.

WORD--
Wildcat99 :ph43r:

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #50 on: October 01, 2009, 09:38:00 AM »
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Greetings all you quitters... until about 3 days ago you and I were opposites.  You were staying strong and off the dip... i was weak and poisoned with Skoal running through my blood.  Those days are over, now we have much more in common.  Like you, i am now quit!!  And, even though its early in my fight--i am damn determined to stay quit.

I had been a Skoal victim for about 12 years... started in college (soph. year, first semester, finals week) because, well, no real reason.  I lived in a fraternity and most guys either smoked or chewed.  I did a little of both for a long time.  Eventually kicked the cigs and married Skoal.  That faithful and expensive bitch is done. 

For the last 12 years I have used a lot of excuses to keep dipping.  I'm too busy to quit... life is too stressful with a wife and 3 kids... business is too stressful.  Gimmie a break.  The excuses, I own all of them.  Golfing, I was chewin my ass off.  Watching football, dippin.  Showering, yep-fatty installed in the lip.  Workin (if not meeting with clients)--dippin like it's my job.  The list goes on.  It got stupid and out of control.  I was up to about 1 1/2 cans per day before I kicked Skoal to the curb.  I don't wanna go back... and, on Dec 31st, 2008 I tossed it for good.

Cooincidence would have it that also on 12/31/08 I was surfing the internet and found this site.  And, I am pretty damn thankful that I did!!  The last 3 days have been torture.  I'm a foggy mess and feel completely baked.  It is a very weird feeling that I do not recall because I have never quit or even tried to quit before.  This is my first time.  This site is huge... i log in several times throuhout the day and read posts, etc.  I have alwasy been able to find useful and timely info. 

Funny... i have only been a member for 3 days.  Yet, it feels like an eternity.

Well, now you have a little history about me... thanks for reading.  You will see me around.  I'm a determined SOB that is ready to kick this habit for good.  Thanks in advance for the numerous times you help me.  Thank you to the creators (iuchewie, etc.) of this site for helping save my life.  Ready, JustQuit, Hydro and the folks that helped me pull the trigger when i did-----thank you!!

You'll see me every morning... in roll call!!  Until then....................

bom chica waa waa!!

Wildcat99
Damn, 270 days ago I said this shit... funny how the days stack up when you just do it one day at a time. On day 273 right now, still quittin one day at a time. How do I feel these days???

Life is good!! And, I am in control now! 'archer'
Of all the April 09 FOQR's you were the one that really lived it and felt it and came here and vented and just worked it out...you are one of the reasons for the soilid nature of our group.......I know you made me a better quitter! :ph43r:
FOQr

You are one of the best example of what this site is about.

You spent so much time here splaining in detail what you were / are going through that it truly helped so many of us.
To know that there are people going through the same things makes it easier to understand and cope (without cope) to get through them.

You're right on the money with all them one days adding up to 270.
You have truly helped Apr 09 and KTC

:ph43r: 268
Thanks for helping me quit, WC.
Thanks for adding to my quit also.
Damn doods--wasn't expecting all that, but thanks!! I was just poppin in to update my intro because in the early days I spent a bunch of time bitching and playing the "woah is me card". I had a huge pity party going (or at least it felt that way) and my quit was rough. I just updated my intro to let everyone know that it DOES get better. And, it doesn't take getting to the 2nd floor to get there. I just hadn't updated my intro in awhile but I have been feeling pretty damn good for awhile. Needless to say, when I came in here this morning and saw the comments by JpCrew, PbKid, Niwot and SmokeyG--I was humbled. Thanks homies!! You all (and everyone else on the site) have saved my life!!! I'm not goin anywhere.

WORD--
Wildcat99 :ph43r:

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #49 on: October 01, 2009, 12:22:00 AM »
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Greetings all you quitters... until about 3 days ago you and I were opposites.  You were staying strong and off the dip... i was weak and poisoned with Skoal running through my blood.  Those days are over, now we have much more in common.  Like you, i am now quit!!  And, even though its early in my fight--i am damn determined to stay quit.

I had been a Skoal victim for about 12 years... started in college (soph. year, first semester, finals week) because, well, no real reason.  I lived in a fraternity and most guys either smoked or chewed.  I did a little of both for a long time.  Eventually kicked the cigs and married Skoal.  That faithful and expensive bitch is done. 

For the last 12 years I have used a lot of excuses to keep dipping.  I'm too busy to quit... life is too stressful with a wife and 3 kids... business is too stressful.  Gimmie a break.  The excuses, I own all of them.  Golfing, I was chewin my ass off.  Watching football, dippin.  Showering, yep-fatty installed in the lip.  Workin (if not meeting with clients)--dippin like it's my job.  The list goes on.  It got stupid and out of control.  I was up to about 1 1/2 cans per day before I kicked Skoal to the curb.  I don't wanna go back... and, on Dec 31st, 2008 I tossed it for good.

Cooincidence would have it that also on 12/31/08 I was surfing the internet and found this site.  And, I am pretty damn thankful that I did!!  The last 3 days have been torture.  I'm a foggy mess and feel completely baked.  It is a very weird feeling that I do not recall because I have never quit or even tried to quit before.  This is my first time.  This site is huge... i log in several times throuhout the day and read posts, etc.  I have alwasy been able to find useful and timely info. 

Funny... i have only been a member for 3 days.  Yet, it feels like an eternity.

Well, now you have a little history about me... thanks for reading.  You will see me around.  I'm a determined SOB that is ready to kick this habit for good.  Thanks in advance for the numerous times you help me.  Thank you to the creators (iuchewie, etc.) of this site for helping save my life.  Ready, JustQuit, Hydro and the folks that helped me pull the trigger when i did-----thank you!!

You'll see me every morning... in roll call!!  Until then....................

bom chica waa waa!!

Wildcat99
Damn, 270 days ago I said this shit... funny how the days stack up when you just do it one day at a time. On day 273 right now, still quittin one day at a time. How do I feel these days???

Life is good!! And, I am in control now! 'archer'
Of all the April 09 FOQR's you were the one that really lived it and felt it and came here and vented and just worked it out...you are one of the reasons for the soilid nature of our group.......I know you made me a better quitter! :ph43r:
FOQr

You are one of the best example of what this site is about.

You spent so much time here splaining in detail what you were / are going through that it truly helped so many of us.
To know that there are people going through the same things makes it easier to understand and cope (without cope) to get through them.

You're right on the money with all them one days adding up to 270.
You have truly helped Apr 09 and KTC

:ph43r: 268
Thanks for helping me quit, WC.
Thanks for adding to my quit also.

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #48 on: September 30, 2009, 11:20:00 PM »
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Greetings all you quitters... until about 3 days ago you and I were opposites.  You were staying strong and off the dip... i was weak and poisoned with Skoal running through my blood.  Those days are over, now we have much more in common.  Like you, i am now quit!!  And, even though its early in my fight--i am damn determined to stay quit.

I had been a Skoal victim for about 12 years... started in college (soph. year, first semester, finals week) because, well, no real reason.  I lived in a fraternity and most guys either smoked or chewed.  I did a little of both for a long time.  Eventually kicked the cigs and married Skoal.  That faithful and expensive bitch is done. 

For the last 12 years I have used a lot of excuses to keep dipping.  I'm too busy to quit... life is too stressful with a wife and 3 kids... business is too stressful.  Gimmie a break.  The excuses, I own all of them.  Golfing, I was chewin my ass off.  Watching football, dippin.  Showering, yep-fatty installed in the lip.  Workin (if not meeting with clients)--dippin like it's my job.  The list goes on.  It got stupid and out of control.  I was up to about 1 1/2 cans per day before I kicked Skoal to the curb.  I don't wanna go back... and, on Dec 31st, 2008 I tossed it for good.

Cooincidence would have it that also on 12/31/08 I was surfing the internet and found this site.  And, I am pretty damn thankful that I did!!  The last 3 days have been torture.  I'm a foggy mess and feel completely baked.  It is a very weird feeling that I do not recall because I have never quit or even tried to quit before.  This is my first time.  This site is huge... i log in several times throuhout the day and read posts, etc.  I have alwasy been able to find useful and timely info. 

Funny... i have only been a member for 3 days.  Yet, it feels like an eternity.

Well, now you have a little history about me... thanks for reading.  You will see me around.  I'm a determined SOB that is ready to kick this habit for good.  Thanks in advance for the numerous times you help me.  Thank you to the creators (iuchewie, etc.) of this site for helping save my life.  Ready, JustQuit, Hydro and the folks that helped me pull the trigger when i did-----thank you!!

You'll see me every morning... in roll call!!  Until then....................

bom chica waa waa!!

Wildcat99
Damn, 270 days ago I said this shit... funny how the days stack up when you just do it one day at a time. On day 273 right now, still quittin one day at a time. How do I feel these days???

Life is good!! And, I am in control now! 'archer'
Of all the April 09 FOQR's you were the one that really lived it and felt it and came here and vented and just worked it out...you are one of the reasons for the soilid nature of our group.......I know you made me a better quitter! :ph43r:
FOQr

You are one of the best example of what this site is about.

You spent so much time here splaining in detail what you were / are going through that it truly helped so many of us.
To know that there are people going through the same things makes it easier to understand and cope (without cope) to get through them.

You're right on the money with all them one days adding up to 270.
You have truly helped Apr 09 and KTC

:ph43r: 268
Thanks for helping me quit, WC.
...when you are suffering on some gnarly hillclimb, clinging onto the wheel in front of you for dear life, pray you don't get dropped.

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #47 on: September 30, 2009, 06:18:00 PM »
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Greetings all you quitters... until about 3 days ago you and I were opposites.  You were staying strong and off the dip... i was weak and poisoned with Skoal running through my blood.  Those days are over, now we have much more in common.  Like you, i am now quit!!  And, even though its early in my fight--i am damn determined to stay quit.

I had been a Skoal victim for about 12 years... started in college (soph. year, first semester, finals week) because, well, no real reason.  I lived in a fraternity and most guys either smoked or chewed.  I did a little of both for a long time.  Eventually kicked the cigs and married Skoal.  That faithful and expensive bitch is done. 

For the last 12 years I have used a lot of excuses to keep dipping.  I'm too busy to quit... life is too stressful with a wife and 3 kids... business is too stressful.  Gimmie a break.  The excuses, I own all of them.  Golfing, I was chewin my ass off.  Watching football, dippin.  Showering, yep-fatty installed in the lip.  Workin (if not meeting with clients)--dippin like it's my job.  The list goes on.  It got stupid and out of control.  I was up to about 1 1/2 cans per day before I kicked Skoal to the curb.  I don't wanna go back... and, on Dec 31st, 2008 I tossed it for good.

Cooincidence would have it that also on 12/31/08 I was surfing the internet and found this site.  And, I am pretty damn thankful that I did!!  The last 3 days have been torture.  I'm a foggy mess and feel completely baked.  It is a very weird feeling that I do not recall because I have never quit or even tried to quit before.  This is my first time.  This site is huge... i log in several times throuhout the day and read posts, etc.  I have alwasy been able to find useful and timely info. 

Funny... i have only been a member for 3 days.  Yet, it feels like an eternity.

Well, now you have a little history about me... thanks for reading.  You will see me around.  I'm a determined SOB that is ready to kick this habit for good.  Thanks in advance for the numerous times you help me.  Thank you to the creators (iuchewie, etc.) of this site for helping save my life.  Ready, JustQuit, Hydro and the folks that helped me pull the trigger when i did-----thank you!!

You'll see me every morning... in roll call!!  Until then....................

bom chica waa waa!!

Wildcat99
Damn, 270 days ago I said this shit... funny how the days stack up when you just do it one day at a time. On day 273 right now, still quittin one day at a time. How do I feel these days???

Life is good!! And, I am in control now! 'archer'
Of all the April 09 FOQR's you were the one that really lived it and felt it and came here and vented and just worked it out...you are one of the reasons for the soilid nature of our group.......I know you made me a better quitter! :ph43r:
FOQr

You are one of the best example of what this site is about.

You spent so much time here splaining in detail what you were / are going through that it truly helped so many of us.
To know that there are people going through the same things makes it easier to understand and cope (without cope) to get through them.

You're right on the money with all them one days adding up to 270.
You have truly helped Apr 09 and KTC

:ph43r: 268
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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #46 on: September 30, 2009, 05:51:00 PM »
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Greetings all you quitters... until about 3 days ago you and I were opposites.  You were staying strong and off the dip... i was weak and poisoned with Skoal running through my blood.  Those days are over, now we have much more in common.  Like you, i am now quit!!  And, even though its early in my fight--i am damn determined to stay quit.

I had been a Skoal victim for about 12 years... started in college (soph. year, first semester, finals week) because, well, no real reason.  I lived in a fraternity and most guys either smoked or chewed.  I did a little of both for a long time.  Eventually kicked the cigs and married Skoal.  That faithful and expensive bitch is done. 

For the last 12 years I have used a lot of excuses to keep dipping.  I'm too busy to quit... life is too stressful with a wife and 3 kids... business is too stressful.  Gimmie a break.  The excuses, I own all of them.  Golfing, I was chewin my ass off.  Watching football, dippin.  Showering, yep-fatty installed in the lip.  Workin (if not meeting with clients)--dippin like it's my job.  The list goes on.  It got stupid and out of control.  I was up to about 1 1/2 cans per day before I kicked Skoal to the curb.  I don't wanna go back... and, on Dec 31st, 2008 I tossed it for good.

Cooincidence would have it that also on 12/31/08 I was surfing the internet and found this site.  And, I am pretty damn thankful that I did!!  The last 3 days have been torture.  I'm a foggy mess and feel completely baked.  It is a very weird feeling that I do not recall because I have never quit or even tried to quit before.  This is my first time.  This site is huge... i log in several times throuhout the day and read posts, etc.  I have alwasy been able to find useful and timely info. 

Funny... i have only been a member for 3 days.  Yet, it feels like an eternity.

Well, now you have a little history about me... thanks for reading.  You will see me around.  I'm a determined SOB that is ready to kick this habit for good.  Thanks in advance for the numerous times you help me.  Thank you to the creators (iuchewie, etc.) of this site for helping save my life.  Ready, JustQuit, Hydro and the folks that helped me pull the trigger when i did-----thank you!!

You'll see me every morning... in roll call!!  Until then....................

bom chica waa waa!!

Wildcat99
Damn, 270 days ago I said this shit... funny how the days stack up when you just do it one day at a time. On day 273 right now, still quittin one day at a time. How do I feel these days???

Life is good!! And, I am in control now! 'archer'
Of all the April 09 FOQR's you were the one that really lived it and felt it and came here and vented and just worked it out...you are one of the reasons for the soilid nature of our group.......I know you made me a better quitter! :ph43r:
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Offline wildcat99

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #45 on: September 30, 2009, 03:48:00 PM »
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Greetings all you quitters... until about 3 days ago you and I were opposites. You were staying strong and off the dip... i was weak and poisoned with Skoal running through my blood. Those days are over, now we have much more in common. Like you, i am now quit!! And, even though its early in my fight--i am damn determined to stay quit.

I had been a Skoal victim for about 12 years... started in college (soph. year, first semester, finals week) because, well, no real reason. I lived in a fraternity and most guys either smoked or chewed. I did a little of both for a long time. Eventually kicked the cigs and married Skoal. That faithful and expensive bitch is done.

For the last 12 years I have used a lot of excuses to keep dipping. I'm too busy to quit... life is too stressful with a wife and 3 kids... business is too stressful. Gimmie a break. The excuses, I own all of them. Golfing, I was chewin my ass off. Watching football, dippin. Showering, yep-fatty installed in the lip. Workin (if not meeting with clients)--dippin like it's my job. The list goes on. It got stupid and out of control. I was up to about 1 1/2 cans per day before I kicked Skoal to the curb. I don't wanna go back... and, on Dec 31st, 2008 I tossed it for good.

Cooincidence would have it that also on 12/31/08 I was surfing the internet and found this site. And, I am pretty damn thankful that I did!! The last 3 days have been torture. I'm a foggy mess and feel completely baked. It is a very weird feeling that I do not recall because I have never quit or even tried to quit before. This is my first time. This site is huge... i log in several times throuhout the day and read posts, etc. I have alwasy been able to find useful and timely info.

Funny... i have only been a member for 3 days. Yet, it feels like an eternity.

Well, now you have a little history about me... thanks for reading. You will see me around. I'm a determined SOB that is ready to kick this habit for good. Thanks in advance for the numerous times you help me. Thank you to the creators (iuchewie, etc.) of this site for helping save my life. Ready, JustQuit, Hydro and the folks that helped me pull the trigger when i did-----thank you!!

You'll see me every morning... in roll call!! Until then....................

bom chica waa waa!!

Wildcat99
Damn, 270 days ago I said this shit... funny how the days stack up when you just do it one day at a time. On day 273 right now, still quittin one day at a time. How do I feel these days???

Life is good!! And, I am in control now! 'archer'

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #44 on: April 28, 2009, 04:26:00 PM »
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Been reading a lot of stuff on the site the past few days... lots of folks out there that have some "funk" issues.  Maybe I shouldn't be so selfish with it?  Maybe I should let others have the funk for awhile.

....................who knows................... :ph43r:
Please define CRAVE vs FUNK

Is Funk, like a cloud that just doesnt seem to go away for a long period of time, causing periods of deep depression and low motivation vs a crave that's a short burst of desiring to dip?

I seem to have a couple of craves here and there, followed by a "fuck you I don't dip anymore" and then I go on to the rest of my misery which is not quit enabled.

Am I gettin it right, Cat? :blink:
Four major things in a quit:

Fog - the hazy can't see, can't think, can't move, this is the suck.

Craves - wanting to paste a big lump of shit in your lip, mmm, can't do anything without that nic bitch.

Funk - I'm fucking quit, I'm fucking pissed, you're in my way, fuck off!

Don't-give-a-shits - I'm not chewing, I'm not pissed, I'm not craving, I'm not doing shit and I don't care.

I'm sure I missed some.
So my Craves are followed by a I Don't Give a Shit? :wacko:
These can also occur in groups! Watch for the bitch (nic) to mount attacks on multiple fronts.

Ex.:
Fog Craves - can't think of anything else
Funky Shits - I'm pissed and I don't fucking care about you and what you fucking want!
Oh yes, the Funky Shits definitely occurred on days 1-5. But not since.
Man, you guys are going to psychoanalyze yourselves into homosexuality.

Every quitter questions his sexuality around days 123-129. Send me a Personal Message and I'll give you my number as means of support. And I'll send you some pictures as a means of experimentation.

Offline GlennFtheKodiak

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Re: Wildcat99
« Reply #43 on: April 28, 2009, 02:23:00 PM »
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Quote from: Wildcat99
Been reading a lot of stuff on the site the past few days... lots of folks out there that have some "funk" issues.  Maybe I shouldn't be so selfish with it?  Maybe I should let others have the funk for awhile.

....................who knows................... :ph43r:
Please define CRAVE vs FUNK

Is Funk, like a cloud that just doesnt seem to go away for a long period of time, causing periods of deep depression and low motivation vs a crave that's a short burst of desiring to dip?

I seem to have a couple of craves here and there, followed by a "fuck you I don't dip anymore" and then I go on to the rest of my misery which is not quit enabled.

Am I gettin it right, Cat? :blink:
Four major things in a quit:

Fog - the hazy can't see, can't think, can't move, this is the suck.

Craves - wanting to paste a big lump of shit in your lip, mmm, can't do anything without that nic bitch.

Funk - I'm fucking quit, I'm fucking pissed, you're in my way, fuck off!

Don't-give-a-shits - I'm not chewing, I'm not pissed, I'm not craving, I'm not doing shit and I don't care.

I'm sure I missed some.
So my Craves are followed by a I Don't Give a Shit? :wacko:
These can also occur in groups! Watch for the bitch (nic) to mount attacks on multiple fronts.

Ex.:
Fog Craves - can't think of anything else
Funky Shits - I'm pissed and I don't fucking care about you and what you fucking want!
Oh yes, the Funky Shits definitely occurred on days 1-5. But not since.
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