The mentality that I've fully committed to throughout my quit is literally the exact opposite of the one I had as a dipper. As a dipper I found or created excuses to have a dip, I was ashamed of what I was doing but something told me I needed to do it. As a quitter I take full responsibility for my daily trials and triumphs and it feels damn good. Don't idolize the dip. Your brain is telling you to but don't listen to it. It's all kinds of messed up and being rewired, it doesn't know so it's reverting back to it's old way of thinking. Don't worry this will change for the better. Even if you're are drowning in the temptation of dip ALWAYS REMEMBER back to your roll call post. Do you think your quit buddies would sit quietly and watch you pack a lip if they were there in person? Of course not! So don't do it. You promised your quit buddies you wouldn't dip, but more importantly, you promised yourself. Perhaps the single most important thing to remember is that this feeling of being weak, feeling sick, and craving all the time, is temporary so long as you remain quit, remain vigilant, and help your brothers in quit.