Welcome.
You have found the place for support as you quit dip. The way we do it here is we post a promise - called roll call - within our Quit Group. A Quit Group is made up of quitters who all quit within a month of each other. Your Quit Group is the July 2019 Group, and can be found here:
https://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?topic=14117.0A Quit Group is named after the month that the quitters will reach their 100th day quit - a milestone we celebrate here at KTC.
When you post roll, you are making the most solemn of promises that you will not use nicotine in any form for the next 24 hours. It's as if you've looked each member of your group, and all other members who post support, in the eye, and have given your word that you will not use nicotine.
We quit one day at a time. We don't quit forever, forever is too long. We quit for one day, then make the same promise tomorrow. We can do anything for one day, right? We also exchange digits (phone numbers) with some members of our group, and some vets. That way, we have some emergency contacts if we find ourselves facing a crave we're not sure we can handle, or a situation that we think may make us cave. Reach out when needed.
Before I end my post, I want to point out a couple problems with yours - first, you said you hate the "habit". This is not a habit. Biting your fingernails is a bad habit. Eating junk food is a bad habit. Nicotine is an addiction. We are no different than a strung out heroin junkie. If you recognize the addiction, and if you respect the addiction, you are more likely in being successful in controlling the addiction. Notice I said "controlling the addiction." I have been quit for 1,168 days. There are guys here who have been quit for +4,000 days. None of us are cured. We are all still addicts. We have our addiction under control, and we no longer use nicotine.
Second, you asked us to wish you luck. Luck has nothing to do with quitting a nicotine addiction. Quitting a nicotine addiction is hard, deliberate work. For at least a while, quitting nicotine must be the singular focus of your life. Really. Get on here whenever you can and read old posts. Read HOF speeches, and other intros, and other groups, and read the main KTC site. Get to know the guys in your group. Welcome new guys to the site. Drink lots of water to flush the poison out of your system. Exercise as you are able. Slam your nuts in your desk drawer. Do anything besides use nicotine. It's going to suck for a while. Embrace the suck. Think of it this way. You have been abusing nicotine for 25 years. You have developed a dependency. Your body is going to revolt as you break that dependency. It (thinks) it needs nicotine to function. Let me assure you, it does not. Guess what. People take long drives, hunt, fish, mow lawns, cut wood, all without a dip in their lip. You can too. I promise.
Let me know if you would like my digits by dropping me a PM. I'd be happy to check in on you as you learn to live again without tobacco.
Proud to quit with you.