Hey y'all,
I've been peaking around this website for the past few weeks and have decided to become active because I don't think I can take on quitting alone.
Now to share a little bit about myself:
My first pinch of tobacco ever was during the Summer of 2016. I was over at a friend's house and he was surprised that I had never tried dip before, so what the hell one pinch couldn't hurt so I tried Copenhagen wintergreen long-cut. My first experience pretty standard, didn't really care for dip, didn't plan on dipping ever again.
A few months later, during my sophomore year of college, in November 2016 I was going through some personal issues. A friend recommended that I try snus because it might lift my spirits and distract me. So I did. I enjoyed snus, and I self-medicated my emotions with snus. I got through those problems, but I continued using, because I felt that it made life easier to handle.
Moving onto the Summer of 2017, I studied abroad in Argentina. In Argentina, there isn't any dipping tobacco of any kind, at least not any I could find. I'm not into cigarettes, so I quit for the Summer of 2017 cold turkey since I didn't bring any dip with me. Once I arrived back in the states, I figured my stint with dipping tobacco and snus had come to a close. I was done using, I didn't crave for nicotine anymore. Obviously this was not the case.
During my last week in Argentina, I almost got arrested. A month after returning home, the professor in charge of my study abroad trip contacted me. In short, I was going to get in a lot of trouble with my school, so I got incredibly stressed out and started using snus again. (good news is I didn't get in any trouble)
For the last two years of college, I experienced ups and downs, but one thing remained constant: my use of dipping tobacco.
Right now, I'm studying for the law school admissions test and applying for law schools. I feel like this moment in my life is very stressful, but the best time to leave this bad habit behind. I don't want to bore you guys any more with details so that's all I have to say for now. I've been quit since 7/21/2019 and I'm scared and struggling, but I am happy to join this group.
Thank you,
Matt