Day 2

[EXBEARHAG]

Well Day 403, I have not posted in my intro in a while and figured I would post today...................

Monday I went in for a Prostate biopsy and was told yesterday I have Prostate Cancer.  I am told it is treatable through surgery and radiation. So I will fight my way through this just like I have with Nicotine addiction. 

I will add that I do believe this is self inflicted through Nicotine use.  Some will argue that fact, but I will blame it on tobacco use.  There is absolutely no history in my family of prostate cancer.  So staying quit is the best thing you can do in your life.

We are with you brother.  Hold the line!

[famous205]

Well Day 403, I have not posted in my intro in a while and figured I would post today...................

Monday I went in for a Prostate biopsy and was told yesterday I have Prostate Cancer.  I am told it is treatable through surgery and radiation. So I will fight my way through this just like I have with Nicotine addiction. 

I will add that I do believe this is self inflicted through Nicotine use.  Some will argue that fact, but I will blame it on tobacco use.  There is absolutely no history in my family of prostate cancer.  So staying quit is the best thing you can do in your life.

I’m sorry to hear that, man. I’m glad they were able to catch it early and I pray for a speedy recovery.

[Aggies94]

Well Day 403, I have not posted in my intro in a while and figured I would post today...................

Monday I went in for a Prostate biopsy and was told yesterday I have Prostate Cancer.  I am told it is treatable through surgery and radiation. So I will fight my way through this just like I have with Nicotine addiction. 

I will add that I do believe this is self inflicted through Nicotine use.  Some will argue that fact, but I will blame it on tobacco use.  There is absolutely no history in my family of prostate cancer.  So staying quit is the best thing you can do in your life.

Sending prayers!

[69franx]

Well Day 403, I have not posted in my intro in a while and figured I would post today...................

Monday I went in for a Prostate biopsy and was told yesterday I have Prostate Cancer.  I am told it is treatable through surgery and radiation. So I will fight my way through this just like I have with Nicotine addiction. 

I will add that I do believe this is self inflicted through Nicotine use.  Some will argue that fact, but I will blame it on tobacco use.  There is absolutely no history in my family of prostate cancer.  So staying quit is the best thing you can do in your life.

Sorry to hear this brother.  It's great that they caught it early enough to be confident in treatment though

[jsjohnson]

Well Day 403, I have not posted in my intro in a while and figured I would post today...................

Monday I went in for a Prostate biopsy and was told yesterday I have Prostate Cancer.  I am told it is treatable through surgery and radiation. So I will fight my way through this just like I have with Nicotine addiction. 

I will add that I do believe this is self inflicted through Nicotine use.  Some will argue that fact, but I will blame it on tobacco use.  There is absolutely no history in my family of prostate cancer.  So staying quit is the best thing you can do in your life. 

[Athan]

coming up on a year.....2020 sucks major ass.  Depression sucks..but for the wife to ask ..where you going?....to get a can of snuff? After a year...still quit...not sure how tobacco would help with my depression other than make it worse.  This sucks.

1 problem + nicotine = 2 problems. Call me if you get tight.

[jsjohnson]

coming up on a year.....2020 sucks major ass.  Depression sucks..but for the wife to ask ..where you going?....to get a can of snuff? After a year...still quit...not sure how tobacco would help with my depression other than make it worse.  This sucks.

[Athan]

142    Second dip dream....I woke up with a dip in my mouth, first thing i asked myself was why?  Why the fuck would I do this, I dont even want it.  Then it dawned on me I have let all these people and myself down...what the fuck.  Then I was like ohhhhh nooo my people at KTC are gonna fucking kill me.  Then I really woke up.  Wheewww a dream.  I have read on here somewhere that these dreams are because the Nic bitch cant get you while you are awake, so that bitch will now attack your subconscious while you are sleeping.  Proud to be quit with you today!

@jsjohnson  They do SUCK!!!

Two?! You've only had TWO?!!!

I FUCKIN HATEEEEE DIP DREAMS, it’s the most sinking feeling in the world. I had one literally last night as well, I remember finding a can in my dream and I was like oh just a tiny pinch won’t do anything. After I put it in in my dream I was like FUCK MY BROS AT KTC ARE GUNA EAT ME ALIVE, i actually aggressively dug that shit out of my cheek and threw it as hard as I could in my dream haha

#smfpackscodeAthan
Jinxed me I had another that woke me up at 6am (I work evening shift) This one for some reason I was sitting in my truck I think waiting for my wife to get out of a store and I saw her walking to the parking lot and I was like holy shit I have a dip in, and I look down and there is an open can of copenhagen.  (which is weird cause i had not dipped cope in 15 years) I was scrambling to hide the can and spit out the fat nasty before my wife got in the truck.  She didnt notice anything, then I felt like shit because I was hiding it (I never ever hid dipping, my attitude was you dealt with it or just dont be around me).  Then again I was like my people at KTC are gonna kill me.  Then I woke up.  I sure hope this is not gonna go on every night, it is discouraging to go to bed now.

/As bad as they are, few things cement the quit like a vivid dream. The sense of disappointment, the shame, etc. I don't EVER want to be there.

[jsjohnson]

142    Second dip dream....I woke up with a dip in my mouth, first thing i asked myself was why?  Why the fuck would I do this, I dont even want it.  Then it dawned on me I have let all these people and myself down...what the fuck.  Then I was like ohhhhh nooo my people at KTC are gonna fucking kill me.  Then I really woke up.  Wheewww a dream.  I have read on here somewhere that these dreams are because the Nic bitch cant get you while you are awake, so that bitch will now attack your subconscious while you are sleeping.  Proud to be quit with you today!

@jsjohnson  They do SUCK!!!

Two?! You've only had TWO?!!!

I FUCKIN HATEEEEE DIP DREAMS, it’s the most sinking feeling in the world. I had one literally last night as well, I remember finding a can in my dream and I was like oh just a tiny pinch won’t do anything. After I put it in in my dream I was like FUCK MY BROS AT KTC ARE GUNA EAT ME ALIVE, i actually aggressively dug that shit out of my cheek and threw it as hard as I could in my dream haha

#smfpackscodeAthan
Jinxed me I had another that woke me up at 6am (I work evening shift) This one for some reason I was sitting in my truck I think waiting for my wife to get out of a store and I saw her walking to the parking lot and I was like holy shit I have a dip in, and I look down and there is an open can of copenhagen.  (which is weird cause i had not dipped cope in 15 years) I was scrambling to hide the can and spit out the fat nasty before my wife got in the truck.  She didnt notice anything, then I felt like shit because I was hiding it (I never ever hid dipping, my attitude was you dealt with it or just dont be around me).  Then again I was like my people at KTC are gonna kill me.  Then I woke up.  I sure hope this is not gonna go on every night, it is discouraging to go to bed now. 

[Daviddim]

142    Second dip dream....I woke up with a dip in my mouth, first thing i asked myself was why?  Why the fuck would I do this, I dont even want it.  Then it dawned on me I have let all these people and myself down...what the fuck.  Then I was like ohhhhh nooo my people at KTC are gonna fucking kill me.  Then I really woke up.  Wheewww a dream.  I have read on here somewhere that these dreams are because the Nic bitch cant get you while you are awake, so that bitch will now attack your subconscious while you are sleeping.  Proud to be quit with you today!

@jsjohnson  They do SUCK!!!

Two?! You've only had TWO?!!!

I FUCKIN HATEEEEE DIP DREAMS, it’s the most sinking feeling in the world. I had one literally last night as well, I remember finding a can in my dream and I was like oh just a tiny pinch won’t do anything. After I put it in in my dream I was like FUCK MY BROS AT KTC ARE GUNA EAT ME ALIVE, i actually aggressively dug that shit out of my cheek and threw it as hard as I could in my dream haha

[Athan]

142    Second dip dream....I woke up with a dip in my mouth, first thing i asked myself was why?  Why the fuck would I do this, I dont even want it.  Then it dawned on me I have let all these people and myself down...what the fuck.  Then I was like ohhhhh nooo my people at KTC are gonna fucking kill me.  Then I really woke up.  Wheewww a dream.  I have read on here somewhere that these dreams are because the Nic bitch cant get you while you are awake, so that bitch will now attack your subconscious while you are sleeping.  Proud to be quit with you today!

@jsjohnson  They do SUCK!!!

Two?! You've only had TWO?!!!

[Keith0617]

142    Second dip dream....I woke up with a dip in my mouth, first thing i asked myself was why?  Why the fuck would I do this, I dont even want it.  Then it dawned on me I have let all these people and myself down...what the fuck.  Then I was like ohhhhh nooo my people at KTC are gonna fucking kill me.  Then I really woke up.  Wheewww a dream.  I have read on here somewhere that these dreams are because the Nic bitch cant get you while you are awake, so that bitch will now attack your subconscious while you are sleeping.  Proud to be quit with you today!

@jsjohnson  They do SUCK!!!

[jsjohnson]

142    Second dip dream....I woke up with a dip in my mouth, first thing i asked myself was why?  Why the fuck would I do this, I dont even want it.  Then it dawned on me I have let all these people and myself down...what the fuck.  Then I was like ohhhhh nooo my people at KTC are gonna fucking kill me.  Then I really woke up.  Wheewww a dream.  I have read on here somewhere that these dreams are because the Nic bitch cant get you while you are awake, so that bitch will now attack your subconscious while you are sleeping.  Proud to be quit with you today!

[Keith0617]

113  Well it has been a bit since I have been back here to my intro.  I been on the train partying it up with my people.  Every day does get better without nicotine.  I still believe that this site and the people in it help a lot of people stay quit, if you use it for that.  Unfortunately some just don't get it. 

On another note, I would like to know what the number of kills that @chris2alaska has.  I mean if you read the HOF speeches he is in a lot of them in directing people to the forum.  This guy has had to kill a shit ton of cans for the people he brought to the forum.  I personally believe he and @Keith0617 are working in tandem, because when I stumbled in here ..within minutes @chris2alaska had me posting roll and @Keith0617 was following up a couple of hours later with a phone call.  So I wanna know how many cans you both have been killing.  Yall might want to be careful,
Big Tobacco may attempt to put a bounty on both of yall lol.  Seriously thanks for what yall do.

I personally have killed 2,203.75 tins since I quit @jsjohnson

You are killing it @jsjohnson. Keep doing what you are doing. 

[chris2alaska]

113  Well it has been a bit since I have been back here to my intro.  I been on the train partying it up with my people.  Every day does get better without nicotine.  I still believe that this site and the people in it help a lot of people stay quit, if you use it for that.  Unfortunately some just don't get it. 

On another note, I would like to know what the number of kills that @chris2alaska has.  I mean if you read the HOF speeches he is in a lot of them in directing people to the forum.  This guy has had to kill a shit ton of cans for the people he brought to the forum.  I personally believe he and @Keith0617 are working in tandem, because when I stumbled in here ..within minutes @chris2alaska had me posting roll and @Keith0617 was following up a couple of hours later with a phone call.  So I wanna know how many cans you both have been killing.  Yall might want to be careful,
Big Tobacco may attempt to put a bounty on both of yall lol.  Seriously thanks for what yall do.

I personally have killed 2,203.75 tins since I quit @jsjohnson