you know what..I am getting pissed about this shit. I am posting shit in July and I have a lot of questions about getting off this shit for good. I have had a lot of days where I was a nats ass from caving. I am yet to receive any kind of support here.
Do I need to donate some$ before someone tells me why the fuck I feel so jacked after being off the shit for 11 days?
Is everyone hiding or am I at the wrong forum or what?
I want to kill something right now. I want to smash a rock with my head. I'm feeling all fucked up from not chewing and hoped I would find someone who can relate here. Do anyone of you know or have felt this way?
I'm right there with you man. I'm at day 28 and I can tell you the first half sucked bad.
You have made a great accomplishment getting to where you are.
I have been using lipton cold brew iced tea bags, but I am now winding down on that...no need anymore.
You have to re-learn how to live your life without this crap, dont forget that. And it is a battle against anger and depression during this lesson.
Good luck. Don't give up.
I just have to say in my experience that chewing tobacco was one of THE MOST committed things that I did in my life... as sick and twisted as it was. I have not had a job, girlfriend, hobby, sport, or career for as long and/or on a regular basis as I chewed tobacco.
Giving up tobacco was basically reinventing myself, and re-orienting myself to the "real" me.
I had a bad breakup with a girlfriend a couple of years ago and it took me a SOLID 6 months to get back to normal.
Tobacco was way more a part of my life ( in terms of spirit, crutch, pick me up, slow me down, feed me/ skip meals, chemical addiction, etc. ) than my girlfriend was .... I can promise you that I am going to be taking this breakup/ quit seriously and 6 months will be just the beginning not the end.
I have read a lot about the first 10 days, 2 weeks etc. and it kinda screwed me up a little because after 30 days, 40 days.... I was still deep in the dark trenches. That is when I thought about the girlfriend breakup analogy and it has worked.
There were many times where the only thing I could do is sit in a chair, stair at the floor and sip water for extended periods of time... and that was like running a marathon and coming in first place!
I'm 69 days quit today and it has been the journey of a lifetime.
Thanks to everyone this community!