Problems –
Each one of us faces, creates and/or endures them but seldom do we have the opportunity or fortune to fully rid them from our daily lives. Some problems are small and weÂ’re able to cope and get through it. There are some that ultimately test our faith within ourselves and we tend to reach out to family and friends for strength to help us so we eventually are able to manage through these ordeals.
I was at that point. My quit had still been strong even though I was going through problems with my son and then of course myself. There came a time when I wasn’t able to seek help from the site due to my computer. But I still stayed close to a few friends – KA, Janhawke, Chewy Matt. I still felt strength in not using tobacco.
After not taking care of myself for several weeks I was in the hospital for pneumonia and bronchitis and then BAM! It happened. I wanted Copenhagen. Any time I had ever been hospitalized I would come home to the comfort of knowing IÂ’d have a dip waiting for me. Stupid, huh? but I was really scared. I had been strong all the way up until now and I didnÂ’t know how to deal with this. I didnÂ’t want to go through it alone.
Guess what? Â…. I didnÂ’t have to. You all were with me every step of the way. Thank you for the wonderful gift. No words can express how appreciative I am for what you have done. You have opened your heart and helped my family and me.
I am speechless by your love and concern. I could never thank you enough for the amount of kindness youÂ’ve filled my heart with. I am proud to say itÂ’s day 81 and IÂ’m still quit!
Sincerely,
mls
