Well here I go again ... I have been dippin since 10th grade because it was just too hard to hide dip at school and all the other countryboys was doin it and I didn't want nobody thinking I was a wuss. Now here it is 9 years later I'm 25 now, I've tryed to quit hundreds of times. First I was prayin to God , if u give me this or that then ill quit just to end up failing again. For me it's not hard to quit the first few hours but then u hear that country song or see an ole boy at the lake with one in and then ur mind starts sayin " we'll if u don't dip ur not country" that's hard cause if ur anything like me. I'm super proud of bein country. Anyways a few months ago I had been quit for about 3 months, I felt great , I wasn't out of breath when I ran I could do push ups like a champ I went to bed early and got up early . I had loads of energy and the little lady loved it cause my sex drive seemed to come back in full stride. I moticed that my teeth were even starting to turn that pretty white that there supposed to be, But then my unit in fort Campbell ky sent me down south for training, I found myself away from my wife , in a place that was just horrible and there was no way to dip at all, good right? Nope my buddy passed me with a cigarette one day and I thought " I'll just do these untill I get home " " I mean I'm so stressed down here ' I deserve it right" . Big mistake ... That was a couple months ago , yesterday I decided to quit again and it's been almost 12 hours ... I just keep wondering can I really do it ? I can't wait till day 100 so I can look at those cans in the store and say " I'm not ur bitch anymore Copenhagen" . Sorry I needed to get that out I'm new, so if this post is in the wrong place or anything feel free to inbox me and explain how it works , I can take advice I never really posted on a forum before. Anyways I hope to get to know some of u fellow quiters and its good to know I'm not alone. Thanks for listening.
