wow.... lets see i was a little nervous writing this...
for starters im grace... aka amazing.. from tx... it all started about 126 days ago... I had decided i was going to quit smoking... again anways.. i was so tired of depending on a cig in the morning on the way to work.. after lunch as soon as i got off work.. and after dinner.. and before bed.. i was miserable.. i had tried everything the gum, the patch on my ass(inside joke), so i decided i would google it on my handy laptop .. stop smoking.. and the only reason i didnt join a smoking chat is i didnt have java at work.. so i went to the next website and killthecan.org came up.. so i clicked on it.. then clicked on livechat.. within seconds people were tellin me that nic is nic its all a bitch, join our site and become part of the family.. so i did.. everyone seem very caring...
I went 26 days of nic free... and yes one day i caved... and i thought i would never be able to show myself on this site again.. but i came back and confessed..the only one who made me have tears was SD he was very harash... but for good reasoning.. made me think about alot of things.. so i started over day one.... talk about hell... all the withdrawls again.. chewed pens, straws surprised i dont have foss teeth already... and im 19!
Have i mentioned all the people that has supported me through this time? Timmay.. haha where do i start... 1st time i talked to you.. totally thought you were this huge old perve... and even though u might be a perve... your always texting me makin sure im quit days im not on chat... and always there to support me.. and i thank you for that..
fal, bubbbles... sd, bill so many others... chewie.. franpro..
I can honestly say that i would not be quit today if it wasent for all of yall and this site... This site is very addicting.. so glad newbies are here... i cant believe im not a newbie anymore!
thanks again for everything im so proud of myself!
smoking is slow sucide...
yours truely,
gracie
