Welcome back and glad to see you on Roll. I posted the following in your quit group and sent as a PM, but posting here too to make sure you see it.
This is part of the process and if you put some thought into it, will make you stronger in your quit. Let me know if I can help.
N8wing13, you were here before, therefore you will need to do some reflection and answer some questions for yourself and for this group.
1. What happened?
2. Why did it happen?
3. What will you do differently this time to keep it from happening again?
I know you didn't have many posts before, but you still need to think about why you weren't ready to commit last time and how you will make this time different. Come up with a real plan of action and put it out there. Embrace the accountability that this site offers and use the tools available to you.