Hey CC, never met ya but I know right where you are coming from. The 1st 2-3 weeks were so incredibly hard for me. I whined and cried, I tried to reason my way back to the bitch. I cannot believe these guys on here never gave up on me. I didnt think I was capable of doing it. Now I am at 62 days and very grateful.
I am sure you have plenty to read but feel free to read my intro from the begining. What you will hear is a big pussy that didnt sound very likely to succeed.
index.php?showtopic=7677It does get easier. Just keep going man. 1 day at a time is all it takes. You can do this. But I think you are realizing the something, YOU HAVE TO WANT IT. If you don't want to quit, and I mean really WANT TO QUIT, than it aint gonna happen. Just remember man, this shit is life or death. Don't wait until it is too late. No one ever said it would be easy, but damn everyone I know will you tell it is worth it.