I'm a newbie, I'm scared as hell. Tomorrow will be 10 days quit for me. The first 4 had to be the worst I will hopefully ever endure in my life. Unfortunately if I do not stay quit they will not be. I am a newbie but my quit is strong and my mind is ready like a sponge to soak in all the ups and downs, highs and lows that all my fellow brothers have and are going through. The thought that keeps running through my simple mind is "normal" people have cravings. Might be a piece of chocolate cake or a slice of pepperoni pizza. We all are addicts and our cravings usually involve the one thing that brought us here together to begin with. I have cravings throughout the day and i will continue to have craavings everyday. It doesn't matter if my number of days quit is 10 or 13,742. That is because I'm an addict and that my friends is why I am here. I am gaining all the tools that i possibly can to make sure that "I" can always keep the "craving from turning into a "caving". I am very proud to be quit today with all of you.