Get your head out of your ass and man the fuck up.
Chew has taken away your belief in yourself, it has made you justify your continued use by looking down on others who have what you consider "bigger problems" because what they are dependent on is illegal, and it has skewed your reality so bad that you think your life would be boring without it. Some weeds in a can are OWNING your ass.
Good news is you have recognized this, and have come to the right place. Guess what, those weeds in a can OWNED my ass for 15 fucking years. They owned a lot of guys on here.
But like you, we had enough.
Take your shit back bro. Read the welcome center, start posting role, start reading as much as possible, start to get to know guys in your quit group, start to listen to guys who have been around awhile and have fought the battles.
Everything you need to get your life back is right here. This shit works. I chin dipped 2 tins of Kodiak a day, while hiding it from my wife. It was a second fucking job.
628 days later I feel like a BOSS. It wasnt always easy getting here but it certainly was worth every struggle. And guess what, my ass still isn't "cured", but that's ok. As long as I win each day...that's all that matters. I don't give a fuck about yesterday or tomorrow. Today is the only thing we can control.
TODAY, I suggest you take your head, dislodge it from your ass, and come correct with a better attitude. If you come in here with a defeatest attitude, you will be sure to fail.
We don't like failure here, in fact we fucking beat the fuck out of it.
So what's it gonna be champ? You in or are you out? If your in, you do it all the way. If you're out, no hard feelings. Just be sure to not let the door hit you in your pussy ass on the way out.
I fully expect to see your name on role tomorrow.
Quit on...