It's been 10 year since the first dip. Every day since I have had a can in my pocket and a spit cup in or around me and I'm quitting today. I'm in a full sweat thinking about the commitment I'll be tied to after I submit this. I'm 28 years old and about to be 29 and I'm ready to be done. Every morning I find myself tacking on "A can of Copenhagen long cut" to every purchase from a gas station, but tomorrow will be the first day that I don't say it. I'm terrified of cancer, terrified of the diseases that will come from dipping, and tired of telling myself that I'll quit next week, next month, in 2012, whatever. I dip when I'm bored, when I'm happy, in movie theaters, road trips, mornings, on the way to work, on the way home from work, at work, and I'm leaving it behind today. I've never posted on a message board and still don't really know how to work them but I'll stay with it and post progress in the days and months following. If anyone has any tricks or help let me know as I'm sure I'll need it. I'm starting with patches and gum to see where that takes me but right now I'm looking down a very long, very challenging road to freedom. By Thanksgiving I'll be 100 days in and I'll see you guys in the HOF posts.