Matt - Fuck Hoping. You'll see a great saying around here about Hope and Faith. You need to get it into your head that you are QUIT. Post every day - early - promising to quit for that day. Then repeat each day. Read everything on this site. You will be past your 100 day (HOF) before you read all of the great shit on here. However, you will empathisize, remember, and agree with most of the info you read. You are not unique. Guard your quit and keep in touch with your quit group. PM me if you need anything.