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Offline hokiefan618

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Re: First attempt to quit.
« Reply #11 on: June 07, 2013, 09:12:00 AM »
I guess this roller coaster of a day/night has to wind down. I desperately need to get some sleep...Waking up will be the hardest part as that is usually when I dip. I'll be back when I do though, And i'll get through it. Thank you so much, all of you. I have hope now, I know i can do this.

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Re: First attempt to quit.
« Reply #10 on: June 07, 2013, 08:58:00 AM »
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Hello, My name is Casey. I've dipped for about 7 or 8 years now, since right about the time I got out of high school. Other than a few broken teeth from lost fillings that were improperly filled by a quack dentist (He ended up skipping town) and the occasional sore my mouth seems to be healthy.  Lately though I find myself being thrown into an almost crippling panic over anything going on in my mouth, even having anxiety attacks over the minor saliva glands and Fordyce spots I've had in my mouth my entire life.  I've been unemployed for a year and the job search is still yielding nothing, as a result of this I do not have health insurance and very little spending money. I can't afford the herbal snuff listed on this site (I usually use Longhorn, which runs less than $2 a can here). I'm thinking I will use sunflower seeds and mint flavored gum to get me started. I know it seems like an uphill battle but I want to do this, I need to do this. I've struggled with anxiety and depression for 13 years now and I have used dipping as a crutch, and now it seems to be the primary cause of my anxieties. I look forward to talking to members of this community, and helping myself and others kick the habit. My last can has been flushed, So it seems this is my Day 1.
Welcome casey. The first thing i noticed is your. intro title " First attempt to quit". Well,, just got to ask,, are you attempting to quit or have you come here to QUIT!!!
The first thing you have to do is get your mind right brother. We don't attempt here.

You mentioned you have anxiety before you even started your quit. Well, this is normal. You have started something that will affect your life in every way. You have taken the first step to making your life so much better. You have been held captive for 8 plus years by a poison that has taken your money, integrity and senses. I would say that anxiety and excitement is what you are feeling. It is a great feeling to finally take that step to having your life back.

If you haven't done so,, go to the welcome center (top left banner). Read, read and read. Pay particular attention to how to post roll. You will post in the september group. There you will be quitting with several people that are right with you. There are several awesome quitters in that group, including you. I quit with you today brother.
Yes, I am here to quit, I guess i should have thought my choice of title through a little better, But it's been a long and sleepless night for me, I'm not by any means trying to make excuses I'm just terrified at this point, and I want to be healthy. I visited the welcome center and posted roll. hopefully I will get the hang of things here soon. This is my first forum, period so I am very new to all of this.
Great brother. I just want you to have your mind right. Don't worry about the title,, it's actually a good title. It will be great later in your quit to go back and see where you came from. I also see you posted,, your weren't playing no games,, were you?? I'm glad your here. My number will be in your inbox. Don't hesitate to use it.
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The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper and I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. I quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me.

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Re: First attempt to quit.
« Reply #9 on: June 07, 2013, 08:54:00 AM »
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Hello, My name is Casey. I've dipped for about 7 or 8 years now, since right about the time I got out of high school. Other than a few broken teeth from lost fillings that were improperly filled by a quack dentist (He ended up skipping town) and the occasional sore my mouth seems to be healthy.  Lately though I find myself being thrown into an almost crippling panic over anything going on in my mouth, even having anxiety attacks over the minor saliva glands and Fordyce spots I've had in my mouth my entire life.  I've been unemployed for a year and the job search is still yielding nothing, as a result of this I do not have health insurance and very little spending money. I can't afford the herbal snuff listed on this site (I usually use Longhorn, which runs less than $2 a can here). I'm thinking I will use sunflower seeds and mint flavored gum to get me started. I know it seems like an uphill battle but I want to do this, I need to do this. I've struggled with anxiety and depression for 13 years now and I have used dipping as a crutch, and now it seems to be the primary cause of my anxieties. I look forward to talking to members of this community, and helping myself and others kick the habit. My last can has been flushed, So it seems this is my Day 1.
Welcome casey. The first thing i noticed is your. intro title " First attempt to quit". Well,, just got to ask,, are you attempting to quit or have you come here to QUIT!!!
The first thing you have to do is get your mind right brother. We don't attempt here.

You mentioned you have anxiety before you even started your quit. Well, this is normal. You have started something that will affect your life in every way. You have taken the first step to making your life so much better. You have been held captive for 8 plus years by a poison that has taken your money, integrity and senses. I would say that anxiety and excitement is what you are feeling. It is a great feeling to finally take that step to having your life back.

If you haven't done so,, go to the welcome center (top left banner). Read, read and read. Pay particular attention to how to post roll. You will post in the september group. There you will be quitting with several people that are right with you. There are several awesome quitters in that group, including you. I quit with you today brother.
Yes, I am here to quit, I guess i should have thought my choice of title through a little better, But it's been a long and sleepless night for me, I'm not by any means trying to make excuses I'm just terrified at this point, and I want to be healthy. I visited the welcome center and posted roll. hopefully I will get the hang of things here soon. This is my first forum, period so I am very new to all of this.

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Re: First attempt to quit.
« Reply #8 on: June 07, 2013, 08:48:00 AM »
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Helluva a choice Hokie.  Are you posing roll?  Have you had a chance to visit the welcome center yet to learn the ways of the quit Jedi? 

If not, here ya go, get to reading. 

index.php?showforum=13

Also check your inbox found in the upper right hand corner.  I will PM you my number for you to txt me.  This site is ALL about accountability to ourselves AND each other. 

Welcome to the family, Stay quit, stay strong, and get ready for the ride of your life!!!
Yeah I posted roll, I watched the video on how to do it and still think i botched it. 'bang head' I'll catch on I'm sure, and thanks!
Close, looks like cbird (a badass quitter) came behind and cleaned it up for you. Check your email. Sent you some more info.
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Re: First attempt to quit.
« Reply #7 on: June 07, 2013, 08:48:00 AM »
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Hello, My name is Casey. I've dipped for about 7 or 8 years now, since right about the time I got out of high school. Other than a few broken teeth from lost fillings that were improperly filled by a quack dentist (He ended up skipping town) and the occasional sore my mouth seems to be healthy. Lately though I find myself being thrown into an almost crippling panic over anything going on in my mouth, even having anxiety attacks over the minor saliva glands and Fordyce spots I've had in my mouth my entire life. I've been unemployed for a year and the job search is still yielding nothing, as a result of this I do not have health insurance and very little spending money. I can't afford the herbal snuff listed on this site (I usually use Longhorn, which runs less than $2 a can here). I'm thinking I will use sunflower seeds and mint flavored gum to get me started. I know it seems like an uphill battle but I want to do this, I need to do this. I've struggled with anxiety and depression for 13 years now and I have used dipping as a crutch, and now it seems to be the primary cause of my anxieties. I look forward to talking to members of this community, and helping myself and others kick the habit. My last can has been flushed, So it seems this is my Day 1.
Welcome casey. The first thing i noticed is your. intro title " First attempt to quit". Well,, just got to ask,, are you attempting to quit or have you come here to QUIT!!!
The first thing you have to do is get your mind right brother. We don't attempt here.

You mentioned you have anxiety before you even started your quit. Well, this is normal. You have started something that will affect your life in every way. You have taken the first step to making your life so much better. You have been held captive for 8 plus years by a poison that has taken your money, integrity and senses. I would say that anxiety and excitement is what you are feeling. It is a great feeling to finally take that step to having your life back.

If you haven't done so,, go to the welcome center (top left banner). Read, read and read. Pay particular attention to how to post roll. You will post in the september group. There you will be quitting with several people that are right with you. There are several awesome quitters in that group, including you. I quit with you today brother.
Hof date may 25, 2013
HoF Speech


The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper and I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. I quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me.

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Re: First attempt to quit.
« Reply #6 on: June 07, 2013, 08:44:00 AM »
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Helluva a choice Hokie. Are you posing roll? Have you had a chance to visit the welcome center yet to learn the ways of the quit Jedi?

If not, here ya go, get to reading.

index.php?showforum=13

Also check your inbox found in the upper right hand corner. I will PM you my number for you to txt me. This site is ALL about accountability to ourselves AND each other.

Welcome to the family, Stay quit, stay strong, and get ready for the ride of your life!!!
Yeah I posted roll, I watched the video on how to do it and still think i botched it. 'bang head' I'll catch on I'm sure, and thanks!

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Re: First attempt to quit.
« Reply #5 on: June 07, 2013, 08:43:00 AM »
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I wish you nothing but good luck Hokie...please let me know if there is anything I can do to help you in the journey...I am only on Day 6, but feeling strong....I get the anxious feelings you are going thru, totally to be expected....PM me if you need some encouragement or just to bullshit, we will do this as a team....
Thank you so much, both of you. It's great to feel like i have someone on my side. I'm in a house with two tobacco users and before i found this site I felt totally alone in this choice.

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Re: First attempt to quit.
« Reply #4 on: June 07, 2013, 08:42:00 AM »
Helluva a choice Hokie. Are you posing roll? Have you had a chance to visit the welcome center yet to learn the ways of the quit Jedi?

If not, here ya go, get to reading.

index.php?showforum=13

Also check your inbox found in the upper right hand corner. I will PM you my number for you to txt me. This site is ALL about accountability to ourselves AND each other.

Welcome to the family, Stay quit, stay strong, and get ready for the ride of your life!!!
Quit date: 1/1/2013
H.O.F. April 10, 2013
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8th Floor Mar 11, 2015
9th Floor June 16, 2015
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THIS is WHO we ARE!

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Re: First attempt to quit.
« Reply #3 on: June 07, 2013, 08:39:00 AM »
I wish you nothing but good luck Hokie...please let me know if there is anything I can do to help you in the journey...I am only on Day 6, but feeling strong....I get the anxious feelings you are going thru, totally to be expected....PM me if you need some encouragement or just to bullshit, we will do this as a team....
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Re: First attempt to quit.
« Reply #2 on: June 07, 2013, 08:09:00 AM »
Good decision hokiefan. I dipped for around 25 years, and am quit 31 days today. It's gonna suck hind tit for a while, but Rome wasn't built in a day. PM if you need me.

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First attempt to quit.
« on: June 07, 2013, 08:06:00 AM »
Hello, My name is Casey. I've dipped for about 7 or 8 years now, since right about the time I got out of high school. Other than a few broken teeth from lost fillings that were improperly filled by a quack dentist (He ended up skipping town) and the occasional sore my mouth seems to be healthy. Lately though I find myself being thrown into an almost crippling panic over anything going on in my mouth, even having anxiety attacks over the minor saliva glands and Fordyce spots I've had in my mouth my entire life. I've been unemployed for a year and the job search is still yielding nothing, as a result of this I do not have health insurance and very little spending money. I can't afford the herbal snuff listed on this site (I usually use Longhorn, which runs less than $2 a can here). I'm thinking I will use sunflower seeds and mint flavored gum to get me started. I know it seems like an uphill battle but I want to do this, I need to do this. I've struggled with anxiety and depression for 13 years now and I have used dipping as a crutch, and now it seems to be the primary cause of my anxieties. I look forward to talking to members of this community, and helping myself and others kick the habit. My last can has been flushed, So it seems this is my Day 1.