Hello all, my name is John. I turned 18 this past June, and I have dipped for about a year and a half....and I want out.
Here's the skinny:
I'm a high school baseball player. There in lies the origin of my addiction. Some older guys on the team my sophomore year introduced it to me, the rest is history.
I'm quitting for a combination of reasons. Aside it no longer being enjoyable, and a mess, there is a longer story behind it.
How about I share?
Well I recently began dating this girl (NO, I'm not quitting for her per say, but for my general wellbeing.) and she's got quiet a story. She's lost both of her parents, one a heart attack in 2012, and one from cancer this past July. She's seen what cancer does to someone, a family, and a community. It's a shit show let me tell you. Along with that, I have a history of tobacco induced cancer on BOTH sides of my family.
So my primal fear is, well cancer.
I need out. To be exact, it's been about an hour. I've joined this community to stay on the right track.
I admire the passion of this place, I've read ya'lls posts, and this is something I need.
Please send any words of wisdom, or encouragement. I'll be around for awhile.
Thanks in advance for putting up with me. I look forward to meeting all of you, hearing your stories, and helping me kill the can.
-John