Cmv, been watching your quit. Your doing great brother. Looks like you've been having some rough days. I was there, just like everyone that is posting in your intro.
Find something that takes the place of that can bro. Remember my toothpick idea,, i'm telling you, it works.
The wife and family will not really understand what your going through, which is a good thing. I talked to my wife at the beginning and explained to her I needed time. If your able, get your wife on the site to read this
http://www.killthecan.org/community/spouse.asp, it might help. My wife was great when I began this journey. She learned to back off and give me space when I needed it.
Just around the corner is better days. You will not be sorry. Your driving without the poison will get better. I know it's hard, ALMOST unbearable. I had a rough days just like you. Driving is a very stressful (like you don't know,, right) job. Add that with overcoming this addiction and you have one of the worst combinations imaginable. The one thing that you can't see right now is that the poison added to the stress of driving. You won't believe how much easier your life is going to be once this addiction is in the back seat and not sitting up front with you. At 170 days my stress meter has taken a nose dive. I can't believe how much better my life is without the poison. It was one big lie that I believed for 25 freaking years. WTF!!
This is how you overcome. One minute at a time. One second at a time. It will get better. You need another # let me know. Quit with you bro,,,, YOU CAN AND WILL DO THIS!!!!