Day 4 is huge cmv. Here's what you need to do. Get in that big rig and head to Alaska. They have some of the highest elevations known to man. Once you get there take a good look and find the highest peek you can see. Drive your rig as close as you can. Get out, pull out your mountain climbing gear and get to it.
Once you get to the top bro, take a good look around without the poison clouding your vision and desensitizing you brain. Take a good look at the world the way it was intended. I guarantee you take a good look you'll see a different world. Welcome to freedom. Breathe it, taste it and feel it. Remember this moment. This is the way life was intended to live.
Now if Alaska is out of the question and your cardio is not up to par. Just open your front door, step outside and take a good look. Same thing. Glad to be quit with you bro.