I thought I had this after 15 days...now I'm back (and here to fight for my life)

[CavMan83]

Mod merge please.

Moderators....can we please get a hand here? Limit one intro per customer, right??

[CavMan83]

What's that saying??? Talk is cheap..... SHOW us you're serious. Post roll daily. Honor your post. Then we'll listen.... Until now, all I hear is Blahbity blah blah blah.....

[AppleJack]

I say this to that goddamn weed: bring it on.

Obviously bravado didn't do you much good the last time. What?... 15 days?

Dude. No big talk. Just. Do. It.

What I wouldn't give to have had this site when I was your age. I chewed longer than you've been alive.

You're here... again... no more trying.

Own it.
Just fucking own it.

[Armydan13]

Welcome back Dewey!

PM me if you need anything. Jump in December and start posting roll with your group!!!

-Dan

[Idaho Spuds]

In the sweet summer of West Virginia on a mission trip I saw my future 5 years ago. A local kid walked up to me as I was scraping paint off the house of a 80 year old couple, both pack a day smokers. As I stared at this kid I noticed his mouth, teeth missing and just fucking nasty. He was 13. He had the circular tin in his jeans, one slightly longer thumbnail to cut the can. Whole 9 yards. That's me now. I haven't lost teeth but that's not to say I couldn't. I worry for my life everyday. I check my gums everyday in the mirror, sit there on the couch and catch myself feeling for new bumps in my mouth. Violently shaking in my bathroom from a cancer sore scare as the reality of losing my jaw or life is all too real. Anxiety and fear. I caved. I wimped out like a bitch. So here we are. Square 1 again and the arduous quest to regain my life and conscience begin. I say this to that goddamn weed: bring it on.

Hey Dewey, glad you're back. I told you about the 3 questions via Pm, but you need to get on roll asap as well. Get your quit started correctly and move forward.

Chew and nicotine own you. Win your freedom back but you have to want it! Invest in your quit and use the system.

[pky1520]

In the sweet summer of West Virginia on a mission trip I saw my future 5 years ago. A local kid walked up to me as I was scraping paint off the house of a 80 year old couple, both pack a day smokers. As I stared at this kid I noticed his mouth, teeth missing and just fucking nasty. He was 13. He had the circular tin in his jeans, one slightly longer thumbnail to cut the can. Whole 9 yards. That's me now. I haven't lost teeth but that's not to say I couldn't. I worry for my life everyday. I check my gums everyday in the mirror, sit there on the couch and catch myself feeling for new bumps in my mouth. Violently shaking in my bathroom from a cancer sore scare as the reality of losing my jaw or life is all too real. Anxiety and fear. I caved. I wimped out like a bitch. So here we are. Square 1 again and the arduous quest to regain my life and conscience begin. I say this to that goddamn weed: bring it on.

Hey Dewey, glad you're back. I told you about the 3 questions via Pm, but you need to get on roll asap as well. Get your quit started correctly and move forward.

[pky1520]

Mod merge please.

[dewey_cox]

In the sweet summer of West Virginia on a mission trip I saw my future 5 years ago. A local kid walked up to me as I was scraping paint off the house of a 80 year old couple, both pack a day smokers. As I stared at this kid I noticed his mouth, teeth missing and just fucking nasty. He was 13. He had the circular tin in his jeans, one slightly longer thumbnail to cut the can. Whole 9 yards. That's me now. I haven't lost teeth but that's not to say I couldn't. I worry for my life everyday. I check my gums everyday in the mirror, sit there on the couch and catch myself feeling for new bumps in my mouth. Violently shaking in my bathroom from a cancer sore scare as the reality of losing my jaw or life is all too real. Anxiety and fear. I caved. I wimped out like a bitch. So here we are. Square 1 again and the arduous quest to regain my life and conscience begin. I say this to that goddamn weed: bring it on.

[QuitConstruct]

Welcome Dewey-Cox. Congrats on making a great choice! One that will benefit you for the rest of your life. I made the same decision just two days ago. It's still scary and it hasn't been easy up to this point. Today I was very tired and lethargic, had a headache most of the day, but I learned that a lot of others on this site had the same issues when they decided to quit. Even better I learned that they made it past those issues and remained quit far beyond the initial withdrawal symptoms. That means if they did it before us we can do it now(the badass quitters are living proof)! Another benefit of coming here is the support you will receive. A lot of guys and girls extended their support, some going as far as exchanging phone numbers with me in the event I would find myself in a tough spot. All we ask in return is for your support and to post roll call every morning when you wake up - making a promise not to use tobacco/nicotine products for that day. Making that promise the past two mornings to my other brothers and sisters of quit has helped me when the thoughts of buying another can came creeping in and believe me the thoughts will come creeping in. So good luck and welcome to the quit! Use the support of your other brothers and sisters of quit and be strong!

I cannot say it any better myself! You can be Quit!

[jsevans87]

Welcome Dewey-Cox. Congrats on making a great choice! One that will benefit you for the rest of your life. I made the same decision just two days ago. It's still scary and it hasn't been easy up to this point. Today I was very tired and lethargic, had a headache most of the day, but I learned that a lot of others on this site had the same issues when they decided to quit. Even better I learned that they made it past those issues and remained quit far beyond the initial withdrawal symptoms. That means if they did it before us we can do it now(the badass quitters are living proof)! Another benefit of coming here is the support you will receive. A lot of guys and girls extended their support, some going as far as exchanging phone numbers with me in the event I would find myself in a tough spot. All we ask in return is for your support and to post roll call every morning when you wake up - making a promise not to use tobacco/nicotine products for that day. Making that promise the past two mornings to my other brothers and sisters of quit has helped me when the thoughts of buying another can came creeping in and believe me the thoughts will come creeping in. So good luck and welcome to the quit! Use the support of your other brothers and sisters of quit and be strong!

[RDB]

Wow I wish I had been as smart as you are when I was a freshman.

Commit to never putting that crap in your mouth again, and make a new promise every day.

Congrats on making a truly adult decision.

[Daisy]

Howdy all, I'm a freshman in college who started dipping in high school, due to my time on the wrestling team and my friends who used tobacco. Before I knew it, I was dipping a can every few days to a can a day if I got stressful and now its been a whole year. A year of being a slave. I' m tired, it stresses me beyond anything in my life and I hate it. I hate myself for even trying it and I'm ready to just be done with it. I'm here for me and me alone, I'm 19 and I will not die because of some rich shmuck at Philip Morris or Copenhagen is making money off my misery and addiction. I'm so glad this place exists because nothing has been there to help me stop, especially living in the South where it's cheap. I need, and want your help because I'm truly scared of what is to come. Much love and respect to everyone on this site.

You have made a wonderful decision that will make for a better future. We were ALL where you are right now. We werescared,confused,aggravated,emotional,hateful,depressed,tired,anxious,overwhelmed. There are a thousand different emotions that you will have. Trust us when we say. We know how you feel. I see you already posted roll. Great job. Get on as early as you can every day and post roll. Promising not to use nicotine for 24 hours. Be a man of your word and keep it and you'll stay quit for as long as you want To. Drink plenty of water and juices to flush your system. Find different things that help curve your craves and reach out when struggling. You've got thia. Stay strong and dont let Her trick you to coming back. She never did anything good for you Anyway...Welcome to KTC.

[dewey_cox]

Howdy all, I'm a freshman in college who started dipping in high school, due to my time on the wrestling team and my friends who used tobacco. Before I knew it, I was dipping a can every few days to a can a day if I got stressful and now its been a whole year. A year of being a slave. I' m tired, it stresses me beyond anything in my life and I hate it. I hate myself for even trying it and I'm ready to just be done with it. I'm here for me and me alone, I'm 19 and I will not die because of some rich shmuck at Philip Morris or Copenhagen is making money off my misery and addiction. I'm so glad this place exists because nothing has been there to help me stop, especially living in the South where it's cheap. I need, and want your help because I'm truly scared of what is to come. Much love and respect to everyone on this site.