AGP,
You, my friend, are definitely not alone and are in the right place if you're looking to rid yourself of this habit/addiction for good. Join the January 2016 Pre-HOF group a.k.a. DOG House. I'm in it, so is Can_I_Kick_It, and everyone else here is supporting us to stay quit. Those of us in that group are all within our first 5 days of quitting, so don't worry about being "behind"... we're right there beside you.
See you in there -