I was in the same boat as you yesterday. I figured, oh ill quit tomorrow...just this last can. After getting on here and talking a little....I dumped my tin in the shitter and posted roll. I'd never felt so good.
You have a great support group here, these people will give you all of the tools you need to beat this shit. You sound like your ready, so why not take the plunge and QUIT NOW!?
For a little starter reading...check this out
index.php?showtopic=7863It actually brought a tear to my eye. Thats some beautiful shit.
I will be proud to have you beside me in my quit group, but its exactly that, you must QUIT first.
As someone said to me yesterday...you will not have the resolve you do today, tomorrow...so sack up, and quit now.
Looking forward to talking more
- Shane