Day 1... I quit

Started by AppleJack, April 17, 2013, 11:59:00 AM

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rdad

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Quote from: AppleJack4 years.

Four. Years!

Man, I'm freakin' proud of that!

I also realize that compared to 25 years of use... my ratio is still deficit.

So... roll today. Roll tomorrow. And the next... and the next... and...

Doesn't cost me a damn thing and... it paid for my freedom.

Worth it...
If that ain't the truth. Congrats man. Well done. Many years of freedom. Be damn proud of that and celebrate, it is a victory. I'll see you tomorrow
Fuck ratios Shane. You are one of the main pillars of my quit foundation. 4 years bro! Fantastic! Celebrate this milestone. I can never thank you enough for your friendship and support.

JGlav

Quote from: AppleJack4 years.

Four. Years!

Man, I'm freakin' proud of that!

I also realize that compared to 25 years of use... my ratio is still deficit.

So... roll today. Roll tomorrow. And the next... and the next... and...

Doesn't cost me a damn thing and... it paid for my freedom.

Worth it...
If that ain't the truth. Congrats man. Well done. Many years of freedom. Be damn proud of that and celebrate, it is a victory. I'll see you tomorrow

AppleJack

4 years.

Four. Years!

Man, I'm freakin' proud of that!

I also realize that compared to 25 years of use... my ratio is still deficit.

So... roll today. Roll tomorrow. And the next... and the next... and...

Doesn't cost me a damn thing and... it paid for my freedom.

Worth it...
Well, it's one louder, isn't it? It's not ten.

pab1964

Thanks for paving the way! You're one badass quitter!
Tobacco is so addictive it took me a year after a massive heart attack, in which doctor confirmed caused from dipping to finally put a lid on the bitch! ODAAT EDD

Candoit

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Quote from: worktowin4 years today. Congratulations bro!
Congrats on 4 years Shane. That's awesome.
4 years! Impressive young Jedi!
Congrats brother! Proud to be a small part of your quit. Keep on quitting on.
Truly Badass my Brother! You are mucho appreciated here! Keep ploughing the road for us.
Mr. AJ
Outstanding 4 years quit my July brother!
Thank you for hanging around here and showing us the way.
Kick ass on 4 yrs! Thank you for keeping the path worn.
There are no circumstances in which using nicotine will improve the outcome.

My journey. The best part it is not over yet.

ChickDip

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Quote from: worktowin4 years today. Congratulations bro!
Congrats on 4 years Shane. That's awesome.
4 years! Impressive young Jedi!
Congrats brother! Proud to be a small part of your quit. Keep on quitting on.
Truly Badass my Brother! You are mucho appreciated here! Keep ploughing the road for us.
Mr. AJ
Outstanding 4 years quit my July brother!
Thank you for hanging around here and showing us the way.
July 2015 Jackals - House of WUPP
"....the load doesn't weigh me down at all, he ain't heavy he's my brother"
Try to believe that you are worth more than you think, and others are worth more than you think.
"If you haven't... Quit now......If you have... Stay that way " ~AppleJack
"Make It Through Today" WarE2013 (Rest Easy)
"I am quit... for today... with you... but not FOR you" ~LBP
"Endeavor to Persevere!" Lone Waite

my intro / my HOF speech / my comma club
Building a Strong Quit / My HOF Day

rdad

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Quote from: worktowin4 years today. Congratulations bro!
Congrats on 4 years Shane. That's awesome.
4 years! Impressive young Jedi!
Congrats brother! Proud to be a small part of your quit. Keep on quitting on.
Truly Badass my Brother! You are mucho appreciated here! Keep ploughing the road for us.

ChristopherJ

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Quote from: worktowin4 years today. Congratulations bro!
Congrats on 4 years Shane. That's awesome.
4 years! Impressive young Jedi!
Congrats brother! Proud to be a small part of your quit. Keep on quitting on.
Don't be afraid.  You are not alone.

JB65

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Quote from: worktowin4 years today. Congratulations bro!
Congrats on 4 years Shane. That's awesome.
4 years! Impressive young Jedi!

Mike1966

Quote from: worktowin4 years today. Congratulations bro!
Congrats on 4 years Shane. That's awesome.
Just one and you will be back where you started.
And where you started was desperately wishing
you were where you are right now.


JULY PHALANX 2016

worktowin

4 years today. Congratulations bro!

ChristopherJ

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Quote from: AppleJackThis is for all of you fresh into your quit...

Today I'm sitting on 1,441 days Quit. Damn close to 4 years.
Today I'm hanging out on the ground floor of a vacation rental during family vacay #5 since I Quit.
Today I'm only on KTC because, as usual, I'm waiting for the girls to get their asses ready to go do something fun and "vacationy". (Clothing and makeup and hair, oh my!)

4 years ago I would have been in an extra bathroom or outside on the deck with a big fat dip in... OR... I would have "gone for coffee"... and a desperate scavenger hunt for dip in an unfamiliar city with asinine prices.

Today?
Nope.
Not. Even.
Even being on KTC doesn't make me think of having a dip like some weak minded fools state.

I'm free of all that shit.
Let me drive that home for all you new peeps...
At this point, I don't think about it, I don't crave it, and I don't work at it.

Truth.

Own it. Put in your time to build it. Do what it takes to secure it... Quit.

Freedom.

It's so fucking cool.

And... You. Can. Do. This.
Truth.

I second these sentiments, except I'm at work today instead of a vacation rental. All truth.

Worktowin 1,555
Awesome post AJ! And in those moments when we are not out searching for dip, etc., sometimes the most important things in life happen, and you are there. Or, they happen because you are there.
Don't be afraid.  You are not alone.

worktowin

Quote from: AppleJackThis is for all of you fresh into your quit...

Today I'm sitting on 1,441 days Quit. Damn close to 4 years.
Today I'm hanging out on the ground floor of a vacation rental during family vacay #5 since I Quit.
Today I'm only on KTC because, as usual, I'm waiting for the girls to get their asses ready to go do something fun and "vacationy". (Clothing and makeup and hair, oh my!)

4 years ago I would have been in an extra bathroom or outside on the deck with a big fat dip in... OR... I would have "gone for coffee"... and a desperate scavenger hunt for dip in an unfamiliar city with asinine prices.

Today?
Nope.
Not. Even.
Even being on KTC doesn't make me think of having a dip like some weak minded fools state.

I'm free of all that shit.
Let me drive that home for all you new peeps...
At this point, I don't think about it, I don't crave it, and I don't work at it.

Truth.

Own it. Put in your time to build it. Do what it takes to secure it... Quit.

Freedom.

It's so fucking cool.

And... You. Can. Do. This.
Truth.

I second these sentiments, except I'm at work today instead of a vacation rental. All truth.

Worktowin 1,555

AppleJack

This is for all of you fresh into your quit...

Today I'm sitting on 1,441 days Quit. Damn close to 4 years.
Today I'm hanging out on the ground floor of a vacation rental during family vacay #5 since I Quit.
Today I'm only on KTC because, as usual, I'm waiting for the girls to get their asses ready to go do something fun and "vacationy". (Clothing and makeup and hair, oh my!)

4 years ago I would have been in an extra bathroom or outside on the deck with a big fat dip in... OR... I would have "gone for coffee"... and a desperate scavenger hunt for dip in an unfamiliar city with asinine prices.

Today?
Nope.
Not. Even.
Even being on KTC doesn't make me think of having a dip like some weak minded fools state.

I'm free of all that shit.
Let me drive that home for all you new peeps...
At this point... I don't think about it, I don't crave it, and I don't work at it.

Truth.

Own it. Put in your time to build it. Do what it takes to secure it... Quit.

Freedom.

It's so fucking cool.

And... You. Can. Do. This.
Well, it's one louder, isn't it? It's not ten.

Steakbomb18

Quote from: AppleJackWoooow

1,406 today.

I relish typing that comma every day. And, unlike some, I will ALWAYS type that comma because I fecking earned that shit!

Something funny... even +1000 your Quit and your mind keeps evolving into this new you. It's amazing and it further shows me just how much I was owned by nicotine.

So, right around 1,000, I thought I'd revisit the whole idea of being involved here. Not log on daily... post roll occasionally... fade out a bit and... enjoy being Quit. I earned it right? 1,000 days and 100% roll gave me the right to decide I could relax a bit, right? Well... sure. I'm a big boy. I can do what I want.

But...

Left to my own devices, for 25 years I stuffed my face full of tobacco all day long, every day. To the tune of 2 cans a day the last 10 years or so.

My track record is shit.

So... who the hell cares if I end up posting roll the rest of my life? Do I need it?... No. Not really, but that 15-20 seconds it takes to do it, is an easy, and stark, reminder of how deep I was trapped. Never again, man. I thought it was a burden for awhile but now... I see it for what it is... freedom. Every day I post roll is another day I crush my addiction. This place doesn't make me "still think about chew". No. Hell no. I owned that I was Quit from day 1. At this point... I almost never think about a dip. Days/weeks go by. No joke. This place is such a part of life now and that's ok. It helped me to find freedom. It works. Why the hell would I fuck that up by fading off?

Again... my track record is shit.

1,400 days vs 25 years... my Quit isn't close to even. So... I'll stay.

And post roll.
Hmmmm. To the outsider or newbie, one may construe that AJ pondered the significance of roll at day 1,000.. But, if you did that, then you'd be gravely wrong. Roll ...a simple, possibly stupid and mundane task, is the essence. No matter your number, it's a promise to yourself ...for you, that you will not be a victim, anymore. It's also a promise to those who ride the quit train with you ...that you continue to be coal in their fires. At times we might think that we got this...and we don't need it any more. But should you succumb to that thought, then the addict has prevailed and you've likely forgotten the meaning of roll. Never forget the meaning of roll. AJ, my brother, knows the meaning of roll.
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