Day 1... I quit

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AppleJack

#535
February 20, 2017, 09:16:00 AM
Woooow

1,406 today.

I relish typing that comma every day. And, unlike some, I will ALWAYS type that comma because I fecking earned that shit!

Something funny... even +1000 your Quit and your mind keeps evolving into this new you. It's amazing and it further shows me just how much I was owned by nicotine.

So, right around 1,000, I thought I'd revisit the whole idea of being involved here. Not log on daily... post roll occasionally... fade out a bit and... enjoy being Quit. I earned it right? 1,000 days and 100% roll gave me the right to decide I could relax a bit, right? Well... sure. I'm a big boy. I can do what I want.

But...

Left to my own devices, for 25 years I stuffed my face full of tobacco all day long, every day. To the tune of 2 cans a day the last 10 years or so.

My track record is shit.

So... who the hell cares if I end up posting roll the rest of my life? Do I need it?... No. Not really, but that 15-20 seconds it takes to do it, is an easy, and stark, reminder of how deep I was trapped. Never again, man. I thought it was a burden for awhile but now... I see it for what it is... freedom. Every day I post roll is another day I crush my addiction. This place doesn't make me "still think about chew". No. Hell no. I owned that I was Quit from day 1. At this point... I almost never think about a dip. Days/weeks go by. No joke. This place is such a part of life now and that's ok. It helped me to find freedom. It works. Why the hell would I fuck that up by fading off?

Again... my track record is shit.

1,400 days vs 25 years... my Quit isn't close to even. So... I'll stay.

And post roll.
Well, it's one louder, isn't it? It's not ten.

pab1964

#534
February 19, 2017, 05:00:00 PM
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Quote from: worktowinCongratulations on 14 floors of bad ass straight up in yo face quit! Enjoy this win, bro!
Awesome job Shane! Congrats on 1400 brother. That's huge! Almost 4 years! Proud to Quit with you every day!
Crank it up to 14, put some distortion on, and let er rip! Congratulations on this awesome victory
FREE BIRD!!! you da man brotha
Modern Day Warrior! Way to be Shane.
Congrats Shane on 14th floor!
PNW badassery!
Nicely Done. Dedication to quit = Freedom. Congrats man
Congrats Shane - keep knocking down those milestones. Proud to quit with you each day.
Gratz you big meanie!
Congratulations on 14th!
Tobacco is so addictive it took me a year after a massive heart attack, in which doctor confirmed caused from dipping to finally put a lid on the bitch! ODAAT EDD

Thumblewort

#533
February 18, 2017, 07:27:00 AM
Quote from: ChristopherJ
Quote from: JGlav
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Quote from: rdad
Quote from: Steakbomb18
Quote from: JB65
Quote from: Mike1966
Quote from: worktowinCongratulations on 14 floors of bad ass straight up in yo face quit! Enjoy this win, bro!
Awesome job Shane! Congrats on 1400 brother. That's huge! Almost 4 years! Proud to Quit with you every day!
Crank it up to 14, put some distortion on, and let er rip! Congratulations on this awesome victory
FREE BIRD!!! you da man brotha
Modern Day Warrior! Way to be Shane.
Congrats Shane on 14th floor!
PNW badassery!
Nicely Done. Dedication to quit = Freedom. Congrats man
Congrats Shane - keep knocking down those milestones. Proud to quit with you each day.
Gratz you big meanie!
Some of my fondest and clearest memories are peeing in places that aren't bathrooms.

ChristopherJ

#532
February 14, 2017, 05:53:00 PM
Quote from: JGlav
Quote from: ChickDip
Quote from: rdad
Quote from: Steakbomb18
Quote from: JB65
Quote from: Mike1966
Quote from: worktowinCongratulations on 14 floors of bad ass straight up in yo face quit! Enjoy this win, bro!
Awesome job Shane! Congrats on 1400 brother. That's huge! Almost 4 years! Proud to Quit with you every day!
Crank it up to 14, put some distortion on, and let er rip! Congratulations on this awesome victory
FREE BIRD!!! you da man brotha
Modern Day Warrior! Way to be Shane.
Congrats Shane on 14th floor!
PNW badassery!
Nicely Done. Dedication to quit = Freedom. Congrats man
Congrats Shane - keep knocking down those milestones. Proud to quit with you each day.
Don't be afraid.  You are not alone.

JGlav

#531
February 14, 2017, 02:57:00 PM
Quote from: ChickDip
Quote from: rdad
Quote from: Steakbomb18
Quote from: JB65
Quote from: Mike1966
Quote from: worktowinCongratulations on 14 floors of bad ass straight up in yo face quit! Enjoy this win, bro!
Awesome job Shane! Congrats on 1400 brother. That's huge! Almost 4 years! Proud to Quit with you every day!
Crank it up to 14, put some distortion on, and let er rip! Congratulations on this awesome victory
FREE BIRD!!! you da man brotha
Modern Day Warrior! Way to be Shane.
Congrats Shane on 14th floor!
PNW badassery!
Nicely Done. Dedication to quit = Freedom. Congrats man

ChickDip

#530
February 14, 2017, 11:40:00 AM
Quote from: rdad
Quote from: Steakbomb18
Quote from: JB65
Quote from: Mike1966
Quote from: worktowinCongratulations on 14 floors of bad ass straight up in yo face quit! Enjoy this win, bro!
Awesome job Shane! Congrats on 1400 brother. That's huge! Almost 4 years! Proud to Quit with you every day!
Crank it up to 14, put some distortion on, and let er rip! Congratulations on this awesome victory
FREE BIRD!!! you da man brotha
Modern Day Warrior! Way to be Shane.
Congrats Shane on 14th floor!
PNW badassery!
July 2015 Jackals - House of WUPP
"....the load doesn't weigh me down at all, he ain't heavy he's my brother"
Try to believe that you are worth more than you think, and others are worth more than you think.
"If you haven't... Quit now......If you have... Stay that way " ~AppleJack
"Make It Through Today" WarE2013 (Rest Easy)
"I am quit... for today... with you... but not FOR you" ~LBP
"Endeavor to Persevere!" Lone Waite

my intro / my HOF speech / my comma club
Building a Strong Quit / My HOF Day

rdad

#529
February 14, 2017, 10:02:00 AM
Quote from: Steakbomb18
Quote from: JB65
Quote from: Mike1966
Quote from: worktowinCongratulations on 14 floors of bad ass straight up in yo face quit! Enjoy this win, bro!
Awesome job Shane! Congrats on 1400 brother. That's huge! Almost 4 years! Proud to Quit with you every day!
Crank it up to 14, put some distortion on, and let er rip! Congratulations on this awesome victory
FREE BIRD!!! you da man brotha
Modern Day Warrior! Way to be Shane.

Steakbomb18

#528
February 14, 2017, 08:52:00 AM
Quote from: JB65
Quote from: Mike1966
Quote from: worktowinCongratulations on 14 floors of bad ass straight up in yo face quit! Enjoy this win, bro!
Awesome job Shane! Congrats on 1400 brother. That's huge! Almost 4 years! Proud to Quit with you every day!
Crank it up to 14, put some distortion on, and let er rip! Congratulations on this awesome victory
FREE BIRD!!! you da man brotha
Certified Grade A Badass

JB65

#527
February 14, 2017, 08:42:00 AM
Quote from: Mike1966
Quote from: worktowinCongratulations on 14 floors of bad ass straight up in yo face quit! Enjoy this win, bro!
Awesome job Shane! Congrats on 1400 brother. That's huge! Almost 4 years! Proud to Quit with you every day!
Crank it up to 14, put some distortion on, and let er rip! Congratulations on this awesome victory

Mike1966

#526
February 14, 2017, 08:14:00 AM
Quote from: worktowinCongratulations on 14 floors of bad ass straight up in yo face quit! Enjoy this win, bro!
Awesome job Shane! Congrats on 1400 brother. That's huge! Almost 4 years! Proud to Quit with you every day!
Just one and you will be back where you started.
And where you started was desperately wishing
you were where you are right now.

JULY PHALANX 2016

worktowin

#525
February 14, 2017, 06:55:00 AM
Congratulations on 14 floors of bad ass straight up in yo face quit! Enjoy this win, bro!

pab1964

#524
November 07, 2016, 10:53:00 PM
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Quote from: JGlav
Quote from: ChristopherJ
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Quote from: worktowinHappy 1,300 Shane.

you are a great friend, a great leader, and a model quitter.
Huge congrats on the 13th floor AJ
That's for the support, always
Enjoy the day, you rock!
Congrats on the 13th floor Shane! That's awesome. And thanks for all the advice and all you do around here. Proud to quit with you today brother!
yea brotha! You've been quit for 185 hump days!!!
Congratulations and thanks AJ! You have a way of getting right to the point with new quitters. :)
Congrats on rockin 1300 days of quit Shane! Very proud to be quit with you my friend.
Nice work AJ. 1300 is bad ass and thanks for leading the way.
Great job Shane. Proud to have you in my corner as a friend!
13 floors, hopefully you have an elevator! You're a badass. Thanks for being a friend and brother Edd!
Tobacco is so addictive it took me a year after a massive heart attack, in which doctor confirmed caused from dipping to finally put a lid on the bitch! ODAAT EDD

rdad

#523
November 07, 2016, 09:18:00 AM
Quote from: JGlav
Quote from: ChristopherJ
Quote from: Stranger999
Quote from: Steakbomb18
Quote from: Mike1966
Quote from: Thumblewort
Quote from: ChickDip
Quote from: worktowinHappy 1,300 Shane.

you are a great friend, a great leader, and a model quitter.
Huge congrats on the 13th floor AJ
That's for the support, always
Enjoy the day, you rock!
Congrats on the 13th floor Shane! That's awesome. And thanks for all the advice and all you do around here. Proud to quit with you today brother!
yea brotha! You've been quit for 185 hump days!!!
Congratulations and thanks AJ! You have a way of getting right to the point with new quitters. :)
Congrats on rockin 1300 days of quit Shane! Very proud to be quit with you my friend.
Nice work AJ. 1300 is bad ass and thanks for leading the way.
Great job Shane. Proud to have you in my corner as a friend!

JGlav

#522
November 07, 2016, 08:05:00 AM
Quote from: ChristopherJ
Quote from: Stranger999
Quote from: Steakbomb18
Quote from: Mike1966
Quote from: Thumblewort
Quote from: ChickDip
Quote from: worktowinHappy 1,300 Shane.

you are a great friend, a great leader, and a model quitter.
Huge congrats on the 13th floor AJ
That's for the support, always
Enjoy the day, you rock!
Congrats on the 13th floor Shane! That's awesome. And thanks for all the advice and all you do around here. Proud to quit with you today brother!
yea brotha! You've been quit for 185 hump days!!!
Congratulations and thanks AJ! You have a way of getting right to the point with new quitters. :)
Congrats on rockin 1300 days of quit Shane! Very proud to be quit with you my friend.
Nice work AJ. 1300 is bad ass and thanks for leading the way.

ChristopherJ

#521
November 06, 2016, 10:59:00 PM
Quote from: Stranger999
Quote from: Steakbomb18
Quote from: Mike1966
Quote from: Thumblewort
Quote from: ChickDip
Quote from: worktowinHappy 1,300 Shane.

you are a great friend, a great leader, and a model quitter.
Huge congrats on the 13th floor AJ
That's for the support, always
Enjoy the day, you rock!
Congrats on the 13th floor Shane! That's awesome. And thanks for all the advice and all you do around here. Proud to quit with you today brother!
yea brotha! You've been quit for 185 hump days!!!
Congratulations and thanks AJ! You have a way of getting right to the point with new quitters. :)
Congrats on rockin 1300 days of quit Shane! Very proud to be quit with you my friend.
Don't be afraid.  You are not alone.
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