Day 1... I quit

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jaynellie

Quote from: AppleJackWow... day 137.

Been feeling a little guilty lately. Not sharing much - not posting onto many intros - HOF speech not written yet ( I know, dammit!). I've pulled my intro up a few times and just sat staring at the screen. Um... I got nothin'? Really!? I hit HOF and all this energy just left me. Not a funk either. Feelin' good... great in fact. So I've been pondering the last few days. Pondering is good for the soul. I felt kinda like Pooh in the ol' cartoons... "think, think, think"... it came to me, finally ~

You ever expend an absolute limitless amount of enerygy into a project? A weekend of gnarly yardwork - a home remodel/renovation - a work project - whatever. There comes that moment when you've finished where it's time to sit back, have a beer, and enjoy the hell out of what you just did. Tired as hell but satisfied. I just spent 99 days gearing up for a huge milestone in my life ~ my HOF day. I worked my ASS off building this first floor. Blood, sweat, and tears man. Some days it took everything I had and some days were a breeze. Lazy as it may sound, I've been sitting on the front porch for the last 37 days just enjoying the hell out of that. No funk, no let down, no apathy... just a breather to enjoy this Quit I've built. You know what?... my first floor kicks ass! I love it. It's roomy and it's so solid that I'm gonna keep adding floors. The 2nd floor is shaping up to be something even more badass. This is the Quit that Jack built... Ima enjoy all of it.
Quit on AJ.....There is no Handbook or YouTube video to watch on the "perfect" Quit.Work your quit, don't let it work you.Quit is all that is asked of each of us everyday,not did you hit your 17.4 posts again?Proud to be quit with you again today 137 or 437.QLFEDD!!!!!
"You never have to remember what you said, if you always tell the truth"

"Post roll everyday and your chances of staying quit goes up 100%" --mememe

AppleJack

Wow... day 137.

Been feeling a little guilty lately. Not sharing much - not posting onto many intros - HOF speech not written yet ( I know, dammit!). I've pulled my intro up a few times and just sat staring at the screen. Um... I got nothin'? Really!? I hit HOF and all this energy just left me. Not a funk either. Feelin' good... great in fact. So I've been pondering the last few days. Pondering is good for the soul. I felt kinda like Pooh in the ol' cartoons... "think, think, think"... it came to me, finally ~

You ever expend an absolute limitless amount of energy into a project? A weekend of gnarly yardwork - a home remodel/renovation - a work project - whatever. There comes that moment when you've finished where it's time to sit back, have a beer, and enjoy the hell out of what you just did. Tired as hell but satisfied. I just spent 99 days gearing up for a huge milestone in my life ~ my HOF day. I worked my ASS off building this first floor. Blood, sweat, and tears man. Some days it took everything I had and some days were a breeze. Lazy as it may sound, I've been sitting on the front porch for the last 37 days just enjoying the hell out of that. No funk, no let down, no apathy... just a breather to enjoy this Quit I've built. You know what?... my first floor kicks ass! I love it. It's roomy and it's so solid that I'm gonna keep adding floors. The 2nd floor is shaping up to be something even more badass. This is the Quit that Jack built... Ima enjoy all of it.
Well, it's one louder, isn't it? It's not ten.

Dougie

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Quote from: KKLJINC
Quote from: AppleJackDay 104... Had the dip dream from hell number 2. WTF!? The only other one I had was on day 10. I had to spend 5 minutes sitting on the bed trying to figure out if I actually went out at some point last night, bought a can, and chewed my face off.

Still feelin' a li'l weird about it... Slightly dirty/guilty? I dunno. I don't like it!

Here's the scary part newbs... Pay attention. Even half awake, with part of me KNOWING I was dreaming, there was the other half - the dream half/the addict I have locked away for 104 days- trying to justify that it was just one can... Nobody would know... I'm still a good ninja... I can post 105 tomorrow... No big deal.

Falling back into death would be that easy. Just giving up on a fight I've been winning for 104 days. Fight hard with the weapons you are learning to use... Everyday, post your roll/promise not to use, build your support foundation, soak up the knowledge on this site, be inspired, be scared, be strong... Be involved.

I'm quit today.
I am still having them Applecrack! Now, I laugh them off, but man I wake up with the guilt and the wonder.

As I mentioned to you a few days ago, post HOF funk was a bitch for me. Your quit has been so solid, discovery channel called me and asked about doing a documentary on you.

But serious, keep it close and have your battle bud's ready.
:)
Just smack yourself in the side when you think you can have just one! (the broken side).

I had a dip dream last night too... but the shit was floating all around my mouth making me queasy so it wasnt a "glory days" sort of thing. I couldn't get the shit out of my teeth, which us ninjas know is not a good thing!

Scowick65

Quote from: KKLJINC
Quote from: AppleJackDay 104... Had the dip dream from hell number 2. WTF!? The only other one I had was on day 10. I had to spend 5 minutes sitting on the bed trying to figure out if I actually went out at some point last night, bought a can, and chewed my face off.

Still feelin' a li'l weird about it... Slightly dirty/guilty? I dunno. I don't like it!

Here's the scary part newbs... Pay attention. Even half awake, with part of me KNOWING I was dreaming, there was the other half - the dream half/the addict I have locked away for 104 days- trying to justify that it was just one can... Nobody would know... I'm still a good ninja... I can post 105 tomorrow... No big deal.

Falling back into death would be that easy. Just giving up on a fight I've been winning for 104 days. Fight hard with the weapons you are learning to use... Everyday, post your roll/promise not to use, build your support foundation, soak up the knowledge on this site, be inspired, be scared, be strong... Be involved.

I'm quit today.
I am still having them Applecrack! Now, I laugh them off, but man I wake up with the guilt and the wonder.

As I mentioned to you a few days ago, post HOF funk was a bitch for me. Your quit has been so solid, discovery channel called me and asked about doing a documentary on you.

But serious, keep it close and have your battle bud's ready.
:)

kkljinc

Quote from: AppleJackDay 104... Had the dip dream from hell number 2. WTF!? The only other one I had was on day 10. I had to spend 5 minutes sitting on the bed trying to figure out if I actually went out at some point last night, bought a can, and chewed my face off.

Still feelin' a li'l weird about it... Slightly dirty/guilty? I dunno. I don't like it!

Here's the scary part newbs... Pay attention. Even half awake, with part of me KNOWING I was dreaming, there was the other half - the dream half/the addict I have locked away for 104 days- trying to justify that it was just one can... Nobody would know... I'm still a good ninja... I can post 105 tomorrow... No big deal.

Falling back into death would be that easy. Just giving up on a fight I've been winning for 104 days. Fight hard with the weapons you are learning to use... Everyday, post your roll/promise not to use, build your support foundation, soak up the knowledge on this site, be inspired, be scared, be strong... Be involved.

I'm quit today.
I am still having them Applecrack! Now, I laugh them off, but man I wake up with the guilt and the wonder.

As I mentioned to you a few days ago, post HOF funk was a bitch for me. Your quit has been so solid, discovery channel called me and asked about doing a documentary on you.

But serious, keep it close and have your battle bud's ready.

AppleJack

Day 104... Had the dip dream from hell number 2. WTF!? The only other one I had was on day 10. I had to spend 5 minutes sitting on the bed trying to figure out if I actually went out at some point last night, bought a can, and chewed my face off.

Still feelin' a li'l weird about it... Slightly dirty/guilty? I dunno. I don't like it!

Here's the scary part newbs... Pay attention. Even half awake, with part of me KNOWING I was dreaming, there was the other half - the dream half/the addict I have locked away for 104 days- trying to justify that it was just one can... Nobody would know... I'm still a good ninja... I can post 105 tomorrow... No big deal.

Falling back into death would be that easy. Just giving up on a fight I've been winning for 104 days. Fight hard with the weapons you are learning to use... Everyday, post your roll/promise not to use, build your support foundation, soak up the knowledge on this site, be inspired, be scared, be strong... Be involved.

I'm quit today.
Well, it's one louder, isn't it? It's not ten.

Erussell

Damn congrats apple! Apple was the first Guy to PM me. He was also the first guy to give me his number.
Below is the PM this bad ass sent me, he was only 13 days quit when he sent this to me. I zeroed out his number. I have said many times and will say it again "my quit is an apprentice quit to Mr Apple's quit". I am proud of you brother! But most of all I am proud to have you as a brother!

Hey dude! AppleJack here... You can call me Shane
000-000-0000... Use it if you need to. I'm not in your quit group but doesn't matter. We're all in this together. Post roll, read, learn, chat, vent, read some more... Keep yourself busy. There are people on this sight that will rabidly back you and your quit... Don't let them/us*ErussellÃ, down. Day 1 was a hurdle I never thought I'd get over... I did. You will too and then we'll see you here the next day and do it all over again... Together! Good on ya bro! Rock your quit!!

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Day 1... 4-17-13


Well, it's one louder isn't it? It's not ten.
I would rather lose to a cheater than win as a cheater.

Scowick65

Quote from: mich
Quote from: AppleJackThanks, everyone, for all the well wishes!
nice start, keep it up!
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mich 34

Quote from: AppleJackThanks, everyone, for all the well wishes!
nice start, keep it up!
my intro
QD 07-19-2012
Group - Roctober Madmen Post with some Madmen (and women)
HOF 10-27-12 HOF Speech
2nd Floor 2-4-13, 3rd Floor 5-15-13
1 year of freedom - 7-19-2013. Thank you KTC
4th Floor 8-23-13, 5th Floor 12-1-13, 6th Floor 3-11-14, 7th Floor 6-19-14, 8th Floor 9-27-14, 9th Floor 1-5-15

AppleJack

Thanks, everyone, for all the well wishes!
Well, it's one louder, isn't it? It's not ten.

kkljinc

100 days! Way to go Apple!!! Enjoy your day, you have earned this!!

iizphilister

Ode to the AppleJack

This Ode's for my friend, He just hit the HOF!
But with a name like his, I think he's a little off..
The site's for dip addicts, not smokers of crack.
He was smokin something when he thought up AppleJack.
But as a quitter he's solid, his apple ain't rotten.
And he's get a cute butt, so I call him AppleBottom.
OK, let me be serious, cuz his quit is bad ass.
He dipped as a ninja but came out and showed class.
That had to be tough after 25 years,
but my man, he did it, so we owe him some cheers.
Some cheers to his wife, who stayed by his side.
She loves her some Apple, even though he had lied.
We text all the time, he's such a text whore.
He's the first that I got, when I hit the second floor.
So today marks 100, days he's been free,
And by his own admission, "I did it for me"!
To my brother, I'm proud you made it this far,
We're brother's in quit, and playing guitar.
I'll tell you this now, but you already know,
There's tough days to come, that nic's still a hoe.
Just keep with the plan and post up every day,
Your quit will stay hard, and you will stay Ghey...


Congrats bro!
Quit date: 1/1/2013
H.O.F. April 10, 2013
2nd Floor July 19, 2013
3rd Floor Oct 28, 2013
4th Floor Feb 19, 2014
5th Floor May 15, 2014
6th Floor Aug 25, 2014
7th Floor Dec 11, 2014
8th Floor Mar 11, 2015
9th Floor June 16, 2015
Comma Town - 9/27/2015


"If I am not myself...... Who will be me?"
THIS is WHO we ARE!

"It's your choice to cave....I'd rather be shot!"

Dougie

Quote from: cdanielsDamn proud of you. Enjoy the self pride brother you earned it.
That's right Applejack, enjoy the self pride you earned it.

cdaniels

Damn proud of you. Enjoy the self pride brother you earned it.
Quit date 11-20-12
Never again for any reason. I quit for today. Today I live.
http://forum.killthecan.org/index.php?showtopic=7796
http://www.killthecan.org/facts/contract.asp

jaynellie

Congrats AppleJack


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You Sir are a Bad-Ass
"You never have to remember what you said, if you always tell the truth"

"Post roll everyday and your chances of staying quit goes up 100%" --mememe