Little victory tonight I was scared going but I went to a baseball game with guys from work and I'm still going strong no dip what so ever.
I just made sure to stay sober so I didn't get all crazy and do stuff I would regret.
I tried to read how to post roll from a link but the link didn't work.
I did click on my November group though and check it out. I'm clean and I have no worries about posting roll.
The only victory worth a damn around here is you putting your name, promise and number of days quit in Nov. '13 every fucking day, no matter what. Everything else is secondary and barely relevant. Follow the links... copy, cut and paste your way to freedom.
I dis agree with your post almost entirely and your post pisses me off and makes me want to shove this site up your ass.
Once some gave me link on how to do it I posted roll immediately other wise I would have had to wait until I got to work to watch the video that I cannot get to load. I was never trying to avoid posting roll no one said copy and paste the fucking list. I tried to click the link but the video wouldn't load.
You can do things you are proud of and call them victories if you post roll or not.
Hey Steve, feel free to shove whatever you'd like where ever you'd like, except gerbils. They seem to be off limits. The important thing is you posted roll. It's a sacred promise and it wasn't there when I made this comment. You have to understand, there're a bunch of folks that drive by, take a peakyboo and don't have the nads to step up and make a promise. That, to me is pretty frustrating because the freedom and peace I've found here is here for the taking. But nothing happens if you don't make that promise every day... That's it, wanna be quit? Post your promise every day. I also sent you a personal message earlier with my number in case you needed me to talk you through. Feel free to shout out if there's anything you need.
cw/oc 427 victories
I'm sorry Cope. I don't know if day 3 is fight day or what but I just want to smash stuff.
Generally I would never say shit like that and I would never even be upset at what you said but I woke up agitated saw your post and was seriously angry for the bulk of the day today. You probably can't tell now but I'm not an angry person.
I think day 3 has been the hardest so far by a long shot. I'm the most moody and have a bad headache all day plus dizzy / light headedness off and on.
No worries brother! We've all been right there in the middle of the suck. Use this place as a sound board, get it off your chest and buffer the family. After three days the nicotine is out of your body but your brain hasn't quite caught up to the program. You got this, quitting means never having to say you're sorry. :P Congrats and Welcome!
Welcome brother. If you ever get tired of cursing at cope I'm also available. Like cope said brother, bring it here. We can take it.
Day 4 if I'm seeing things right.
Here's what you need to do. Might take the edge off. Jump on the first flight out to Alaska when your able. Take some climbing gear with you. There are some of the highest Peaks in the world there. Find the highest one you can. Climb it brother. Might need to take some oxygen with you, the air may be a little thin.
When you get to the top take a good look nicotine free. For years you have been observing the world with nicotine blurring your vision and desensitizing your emotions. Welcome to freedom. Smell it, taste it and feel it.
Now if Alaska is a little to far and hard then just step out your front door. Same thing. Glad to be quit with you.
