Hello all,
I am currently in day 4 of my quit.
I was first introduced to Skoal bandits when I was in high school. I always had a tin around and would dip after parties when I was drinking.
I went on to dip all through college on nights I drank. At least 3 nights a week at this point.
Everything changed junior year of college when I moved into my fraternity house. Everyone would just sit around and dip all day. I hestitated for a while but once I started dipping sober it was over. I was hooked hard. No more bandits either. I ditched those after high school.
Switched to Kodiak during my senior year of college and have worked up from a half a can to a full can a day over the last 11 years.
I tried to quit a bunch of times. I was not ready though. I still thought I loved dipping. I was still brainwashed into thinking everything was a little bit better with a dip in.
I don't believe that anymore. All nicotine does is give you misery and then relieve that misery for a little bit when you first dose back up. Ah.. its so "relaxing" not to be miserable now that i put a dip in!
Fuck that shit. Never again!! I found this site yesterday on my day 3.
Also out of curiousity. Anyone have any knowledge on insulin sensitivity and nicotine? I know there is a relationship there but have not found anything on what happens to insulin sensitivity when you quit. Does it revert back quickly, slowly, sometimes not at all? Etc.