I just joined the site today on my second day of trying to quit. I have never dealt with this much mental pain and am realizing how dependent my body has become on this stuff over the past 10 years.
Thank you all for the great words of wisdom on this site and for providing me with hope. I am trying my best to join the "quitters club"!
In the first line, you stated you are trying to quit. I am quit and i am 28 days into my quit. it sounds like to me that trying and doing are two different things. When you try to do something it usually fails if it is important that you do it,but when you quit something you decide rigth there that it is done with. In this process of quitting you need to be 110 % deciated to being quit for one day. the motto of this site is promise to quit one day at a time, we can worry about tomorrow when it comes.
It sounds like your on your way but remember my words because the vets of the site have taught me so far this motto of one day at a time and it has worked. Happy quitting and be humble in the quit because the suck will come sooner than later. GOD BLESS you and have a nice Quit day without NIC.