I have been dipping for over 15 years and this past Monday is the end. I am 30 now which means for 50% of my life I have been dipping a can a day. That is absurd considering if I you took out the time I was a baby/kid during my first 15 years alive I would have dipped most of my free thinking years. I have tried to quit many times and I'm done trying, I'm just quitting instead. The problem has been just that, "trying". It's a choice to do it or not and I'm done, I've quit for good. You all have my word in here and I will be back in often. My Outlook calender at work has ROLL CALL in as a reminder everyday.
The title of this topic is what it is because I am so excited about starting a completely different life, with so much more time to do so many more things. I'm excited about not trying to figure out when I will be able to get away and have a dip or spend 30 mins in the bathroom so I'm not dipping around the kids and wife. I'm irratated and annoyed with life in general because I am 2 days into this quit and it royally sucks and takes up way too much of my thinking time. That will pass, but for the time being it's frustrating for sure.
ROG