I appreciate all of the support. I will assure y'all that I am committed to quitting. I'm currently on Day 5 and I feel that it is getting progressively easier. One might say, it's addicting to quit.
By saying that the first attempt at quitting usually doesn't hold, I was only trying to be realistic with myself. I've read the facts and statistics, as I'm sure y'all have. I didn't want to take quitting too easily and relapse, like I've heard that many others do. It has to hold; there's no other option.
As for the reasons I have decided to quit, I tried to keep them concise in the introduction. Everyone has the generic, completely-okay reasons being health, family, etc. I almost assume those as a given for every quitter, since they're quintessential reasons. Listing my job as a reason was one of an ethical reason, rather than a literal one. I would feel like shit diagnosing patients with ailments, only to know that I am purposefully deteriorating my own health. I'm sure that you could sneak your way through an addiction in the medical field but it's the ethical dilemma that influences me more than the logistical dilemma. Therefore, I found it more appropriate to list my profession as my main reason because it's more personal and unique to my situation.
Again, I appreciate the support and y'all holding me accountable. One day at a time.