What's up brothers? Made it through day 2. Actually slept alright last night, but damn that late night dip was calling my name. Substituted for some herbal chew (that Hooch stuff). Actually helped a lot, at least going through the motions. Today I'm going to keep my guard up, not make that side trip to the gas station to buy a can, and stay focused on this thing. I'm powerless over that shit, and I have to keep my head in the game. Love this that I found somewhere on here:
"There is only one thing that I must accomplish today, and that is to not chew. If I get other things done today, great. But everything else has second priority for now. Soon I'll be able to focus on those other things too. But for right now, for today, this is the only thing that matters. I won't demand more of myself, and I won't get down on myself for not doing anything else if I don't get to it. This is damn damn damn hard work, and it's the most important work that I have right now. I'll be truly and sincerely proud if I meet no goals today other than keeping that crap out of my mouth."
So much good info and support here. Thanks to everybody!
Mike