Day 176, and IÂ’ve gone undefeated against the nic bitch for almost 6 months; and it gets better and better with each passing day. I havenÂ’t documented much about my quit on this thread, but so much has happened.
- I finally have medical sanity that the issues that prompted my quit are resolved. No lingering throat issues, headaches – stress related, and dental check-up went well. 18 years and lucky to be relatively unscathed.
- Found an old emergency tin that I missed. The sight of it felt foreign to me and I had no desire to even take a whiff. I then hid it in the trash and while doing so, paused. ThatÂ’s funny, I used to hide my empty tins in the trash all the time. Difference this time was, I didnÂ’t want my wife to find it in fear sheÂ’d think IÂ’d caved. I then told her this,Â…because IÂ’m free now and can tell her anything.
- IÂ’ve built an accountability foundation that is so rock solid, I am afraid to put a single chip in it. What I mean by that, the foundation is pristine to me. To cave, to even think of caving, putting a single scratch in that foundation, is enough to deter me.
- I continue to learn every day from everyone. Newbies, veterans, and those who have caved but have come back with vengeance.
ThereÂ’s so much more, but the one thing I canÂ’t stress enough is posting roll. I am 176 for 176. 100%. Posting is like polishing my accountability foundation made of marble. The other day I received a text from a quit brother asking to post for another guy because he himself wasnÂ’t near a computer. Double text, because we all cared about posting for the first guy. FÂ’n love that shit.
Anyway, thatÂ’s all for now. Quit on brothers.
