Figured I would Introduce myself since I plan on being here indefinately.
I originally was going to quit on February 11th, my 43rd and while gearing up, came across KTC. I actually had one in when I came across it.....After reading many of the topics, reviews and especially the Kern story, I flushed the half can I WAS going to use until Saturday.
27 years I've had this fucking disgusting habit...I played HS College baseball(always around) on a traveling national softball team(always around), and the last 10 years or so, Bass Fishing tournaments(always around). There are more but as I reflect, it has always been a part of my life.
I attended a funeral Monday of a beautiful 33 year old mother of 2, our neighbor and friend. She died of cancer after being diagnosed only 8 months ago...It was not smoke or dip related but seeing her at home, in hospice last week made me think of me on that gurney. I keep this shit up and I am done....I have to think the "next one" is the one that triggers that cell and leads to oral cancer.
I quit once, last year for 40 days without any aids, support, anything...I was over the hump so to speak. For a reason I honestly cannot think of today, I caved on the 41st day...If I had you guys to think of and kick the shit out of me if that did happen, I would be in the 300 range and completely free.
This is my story in a nutshell....I am a man of my word and I am giving you all my word here that I will NEVER have another dip as long as I live.
pacertom - Irving, TX
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