I quit 20 days ago new to ktc

[AppleJack]

I'm on a ski and snowboard trip with my friends and at the hotel everyone was dipping and chewing and he handed me the red man and I was like I remember I did this and I pretended to put it in and a piece fell in my mouth and I spit it out right away and didn't talk the whole night. Don't know if that counts? It was s serious accident as Braves said I played with fire and got burnt. I can't handle myself right now I didn't mean to do that. I made a mistake I need your support. I'm sorry if I'm on my own I understand, if I'm not welcome here I understand. I need you guys right now.

This is serious business dude. Today you start over. Day 1.

There will be some questions that are gonna be posted and you need to answer them honestly.

What happened?

Why did it happen?

What are you gonna do differently?

Here are some things to consider... You posted roll, did you keep your word that day? Then you missed 2 more days. Posting and honoring roll is the core of how you will gain freedom.

I wasted 25 years and 45k on this shit dude. I hid in the shower and drove around alone for 30 min a day away from my family to maintain my addiction to a substance that is as addictive as heroin. This is no joke dude. Man up.

Well I was playing with fire and it burnt me. I held it up as a joke and a piece fell into my mouth.

It happened because I wasn't thinking and I'm stupid.

The thing I will do differently is keep myself close to KTC and not act like I can do this myself, because I can't. I need you guys.

Glad to see you post in June. Dude you are part of a team. We cannot win alone.

Dude... You don't joke around by playing with a loaded gun. As an addict... You cannot afford to be an idiot around the substance of your addiction.

This is serious shit... Treat it as such.
Your li'l cave story is weak as hell... You can see that right? Get it together m'man. This place is your chance to cement, for the rest of your life, real freedom. Take your lumps... Listen to our advice... Follow the path.

[worktowin]

I'm on a ski and snowboard trip with my friends and at the hotel everyone was dipping and chewing and he handed me the red man and I was like I remember I did this and I pretended to put it in and a piece fell in my mouth and I spit it out right away and didn't talk the whole night. Don't know if that counts? It was s serious accident as Braves said I played with fire and got burnt. I can't handle myself right now I didn't mean to do that. I made a mistake I need your support. I'm sorry if I'm on my own I understand, if I'm not welcome here I understand. I need you guys right now.

This is serious business dude. Today you start over. Day 1.

There will be some questions that are gonna be posted and you need to answer them honestly.

What happened?

Why did it happen?

What are you gonna do differently?

Here are some things to consider... You posted roll, did you keep your word that day? Then you missed 2 more days. Posting and honoring roll is the core of how you will gain freedom.

I wasted 25 years and 45k on this shit dude. I hid in the shower and drove around alone for 30 min a day away from my family to maintain my addiction to a substance that is as addictive as heroin. This is no joke dude. Man up.

Well I was playing with fire and it burnt me. I held it up as a joke and a piece fell into my mouth.

It happened because I wasn't thinking and I'm stupid.

The thing I will do differently is keep myself close to KTC and not act like I can do this myself, because I can't. I need you guys.

Glad to see you post in June. Dude you are part of a team. We cannot win alone.

[gb321]

I'm on a ski and snowboard trip with my friends and at the hotel everyone was dipping and chewing and he handed me the red man and I was like I remember I did this and I pretended to put it in and a piece fell in my mouth and I spit it out right away and didn't talk the whole night. Don't know if that counts? It was s serious accident as Braves said I played with fire and got burnt. I can't handle myself right now I didn't mean to do that. I made a mistake I need your support. I'm sorry if I'm on my own I understand, if I'm not welcome here I understand. I need you guys right now.

This is serious business dude. Today you start over. Day 1.

There will be some questions that are gonna be posted and you need to answer them honestly.

What happened?

Why did it happen?

What are you gonna do differently?

Here are some things to consider... You posted roll, did you keep your word that day? Then you missed 2 more days. Posting and honoring roll is the core of how you will gain freedom.

I wasted 25 years and 45k on this shit dude. I hid in the shower and drove around alone for 30 min a day away from my family to maintain my addiction to a substance that is as addictive as heroin. This is no joke dude. Man up.

Well I was playing with fire and it burnt me. I held it up as a joke and a piece fell into my mouth.

It happened because I wasn't thinking and I'm stupid.

The thing I will do differently is keep myself close to KTC and not act like I can do this myself, because I can't. I need you guys.

[worktowin]

Dust yourself off and get with it. Where is your roll post?

[worktowin]

I'm on a ski and snowboard trip with my friends and at the hotel everyone was dipping and chewing and he handed me the red man and I was like I remember I did this and I pretended to put it in and a piece fell in my mouth and I spit it out right away and didn't talk the whole night. Don't know if that counts? It was s serious accident as Braves said I played with fire and got burnt. I can't handle myself right now I didn't mean to do that. I made a mistake I need your support. I'm sorry if I'm on my own I understand, if I'm not welcome here I understand. I need you guys right now.

This is serious business dude. Today you start over. Day 1.

There will be some questions that are gonna be posted and you need to answer them honestly.

What happened?

Why did it happen?

What are you gonna do differently?

Here are some things to consider... You posted roll, did you keep your word that day? Then you missed 2 more days. Posting and honoring roll is the core of how you will gain freedom.

I wasted 25 years and 45k on this shit dude. I hid in the shower and drove around alone for 30 min a day away from my family to maintain my addiction to a substance that is as addictive as heroin. This is no joke dude. Man up.

Check your inbox

[worktowin]

I'm on a ski and snowboard trip with my friends and at the hotel everyone was dipping and chewing and he handed me the red man and I was like I remember I did this and I pretended to put it in and a piece fell in my mouth and I spit it out right away and didn't talk the whole night. Don't know if that counts? It was s serious accident as Braves said I played with fire and got burnt. I can't handle myself right now I didn't mean to do that. I made a mistake I need your support. I'm sorry if I'm on my own I understand, if I'm not welcome here I understand. I need you guys right now.

This is serious business dude. Today you start over. Day 1.

There will be some questions that are gonna be posted and you need to answer them honestly.

What happened?

Why did it happen?

What are you gonna do differently?

Here are some things to consider... You posted roll, did you keep your word that day? Then you missed 2 more days. Posting and honoring roll is the core of how you will gain freedom.

I wasted 25 years and 45k on this shit dude. I hid in the shower and drove around alone for 30 min a day away from my family to maintain my addiction to a substance that is as addictive as heroin. This is no joke dude. Man up.

[gb321]

I'm on a ski and snowboard trip with my friends and at the hotel everyone was dipping and chewing and he handed me the red man and I was like I remember I did this and I pretended to put it in and a piece fell in my mouth and I spit it out right away and didn't talk the whole night. Don't know if that counts? It was s serious accident as Braves said I played with fire and got burnt. I can't handle myself right now I didn't mean to do that. I made a mistake I need your support. I'm sorry if I'm on my own I understand, if I'm not welcome here I understand. I need you guys right now.

[worktowin]

Missed you today - how did your appointment go? Look forward to seeing your name on that roll call tomorrow.

Where are you?????

[worktowin]

Missed you today - how did your appointment go? Look forward to seeing your name on that roll call tomorrow.

[gb321]

Day 23: Jaw pain gone, I think it was stress. One canker sore in back still healing. Orthodontist check up tomorrow. Ordered some Hooch last night just in case, I probably won't need it. I love my quit it feels amazing.

[gb321]

Thank you everyone. Orthodontist got pushed back to Thursday at 3 still dealing with a small canker sore which seems to be healing which is good. I'll be on here today if anyone wants to talk.

[Jerk11]

Congrats on over three full weeks nic-free; that is BA, brother! Keep up the good work. Stay close to KTC, post roll EDD (every damn day), and get as many contacts as possible. You can't fail if you promise you won't put that crap in your mouth ever again. Never again for any reason (NAFAR). We remind ourselves every morning with roll just in case we forget about that vow.

[Vguy]

GB..Welcome to May, brother. Congrats on making your decision to quit. I quit with you every damn day and so do the Misfits of May. PM me for my number if you'd like to have them for a backup plan or just to touch base with someone who is dealing with the quit too. You got this.

[Sh4string]

Day 22: I must say I honestly feel so much better then yesterday. Sorry this is short Im in a hurry but wanted to check in first. Catch you guys this afternoon I'll let you know what happens at the dentist.

You will be fine!!! I actually like going to the dentist now.....one day at a time

[gb321]

Day 22: I must say I honestly feel so much better then yesterday. Sorry this is short Im in a hurry but wanted to check in first. Catch you guys this afternoon I'll let you know what happens at the dentist.