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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #41 on: March 11, 2015, 10:05:00 PM »
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Went to sleep at 8:30 last night had a bad dream woke up at 11 then fell back asleep at 11:15 and woke up at 7 this morning. I feel light headed, eyes are playing tricks on me still, I'm just shaken up. Hope this passes, it sucks. Anyways Day 12 still quit.
Hang in there man! It fucking sucks in the beginning. You gotta have faith that it gets better. Because it does. More than I can put into words. ODAAT Bro!
GB, you have some bad ass support. The guys reaching out to you are pillars in my house of wuit. They know of what they speak!

It sucks so bad at the beginning that you don't believe things will ever get better. Fuck that! One day at a time I swear to you that things will get better. I would give rdad's left nut... As the matter of a fact... I would give both of rdad's nuts to have quit at your age! You are inspiring to many of us, and the support you are dishing out to other guys in your shoes is really being noticed!

One foot in front of the other, greatness is ahead!

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Thanks I'm taking it one by one and for posting in other intros, I'm just trying to help.
Way to help others, while protecting your quit! Damn proud of you! Just take the suck like a man its worth every damn second of it! Quit with you EDD!
Tobacco is so addictive it took me a year after a massive heart attack, in which doctor confirmed caused from dipping to finally put a lid on the bitch! ODAAT EDD

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #40 on: March 11, 2015, 09:10:00 PM »
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Went to sleep at 8:30 last night had a bad dream woke up at 11 then fell back asleep at 11:15 and woke up at 7 this morning. I feel light headed, eyes are playing tricks on me still, I'm just shaken up. Hope this passes, it sucks. Anyways Day 12 still quit.
Hang in there man! It fucking sucks in the beginning. You gotta have faith that it gets better. Because it does. More than I can put into words. ODAAT Bro!
GB, you have some bad ass support. The guys reaching out to you are pillars in my house of wuit. They know of what they speak!

It sucks so bad at the beginning that you don't believe things will ever get better. Fuck that! One day at a time I swear to you that things will get better. I would give rdad's left nut... As the matter of a fact... I would give both of rdad's nuts to have quit at your age! You are inspiring to many of us, and the support you are dishing out to other guys in your shoes is really being noticed!

One foot in front of the other, greatness is ahead!

-worktowin
Thanks I'm taking it one by one and for posting in other intros, I'm just trying to help.

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #39 on: March 11, 2015, 09:04:00 PM »
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Went to sleep at 8:30 last night had a bad dream woke up at 11 then fell back asleep at 11:15 and woke up at 7 this morning. I feel light headed, eyes are playing tricks on me still, I'm just shaken up. Hope this passes, it sucks. Anyways Day 12 still quit.
Hang in there man! It fucking sucks in the beginning. You gotta have faith that it gets better. Because it does. More than I can put into words. ODAAT Bro!
GB, you have some bad ass support. The guys reaching out to you are pillars in my house of wuit. They know of what they speak!

It sucks so bad at the beginning that you don't believe things will ever get better. Fuck that! One day at a time I swear to you that things will get better. I would give rdad's left nut... As the matter of a fact... I would give both of rdad's nuts to have quit at your age! You are inspiring to many of us, and the support you are dishing out to other guys in your shoes is really being noticed!

One foot in front of the other, greatness is ahead!

-worktowin

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #38 on: March 11, 2015, 08:06:00 PM »
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Went to sleep at 8:30 last night had a bad dream woke up at 11 then fell back asleep at 11:15 and woke up at 7 this morning. I feel light headed, eyes are playing tricks on me still, I'm just shaken up. Hope this passes, it sucks. Anyways Day 12 still quit.
Hang in there man! It fucking sucks in the beginning. You gotta have faith that it gets better. Because it does. More than I can put into words. ODAAT Bro!

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #37 on: March 11, 2015, 03:56:00 PM »
Went to sleep at 8:30 last night had a bad dream woke up at 11 then fell back asleep at 11:15 and woke up at 7 this morning. I feel light headed, eyes are playing tricks on me still, I'm just shaken up. Hope this passes, it sucks. Anyways Day 12 still quit.

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #36 on: March 10, 2015, 10:51:00 PM »
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Quick update: it's day 11, I have a headache, my eyes are messing with me, I'm nervous, tired, and just not myself. Other then that my quit is great.
Gb, you know that nicotine won't help with any of those problems. Nicotine + problem = 2 problems. Day 11 is sweet - double digits! keep fighting , my day 10 through 20 was the toughest

Quit with you EDD

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Man that's olé nic whore playing with you son don't let the bitch beat you! I promise you it will get better but only if you really want this! I'm here and I'm quit with you my friend today and edd!
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #35 on: March 10, 2015, 07:54:00 PM »
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Quick update: it's day 11, I have a headache, my eyes are messing with me, I'm nervous, tired, and just not myself. Other then that my quit is great.
Gb, you know that nicotine won't help with any of those problems. Nicotine + problem = 2 problems. Day 11 is sweet - double digits! keep fighting , my day 10 through 20 was the toughest

Quit with you EDD

CJ
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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #34 on: March 10, 2015, 05:32:00 PM »
Quick update: it's day 11, I have a headache, my eyes are messing with me, I'm nervous, tired, and just not myself. Other then that my quit is great.

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #33 on: March 08, 2015, 12:47:00 PM »
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How are you doing, GB?
Great it's day 9 now
Damn GB got alot of badass quitters that give a shit about you! Need to think about not only yourself but all your brothers that care! Stay quit! Stay focused! It's hard but you can do it! Damn proud to be quit with you!
Thanks bro, mind of i pm you for digits? Up to 10 KTC members in my contacts. I'm quitting with all you guys here I love you all

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #32 on: March 08, 2015, 09:34:00 AM »
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How are you doing, GB?
Great it's day 9 now
Damn GB got alot of badass quitters that give a shit about you! Need to think about not only yourself but all your brothers that care! Stay quit! Stay focused! It's hard but you can do it! Damn proud to be quit with you!
Tobacco is so addictive it took me a year after a massive heart attack, in which doctor confirmed caused from dipping to finally put a lid on the bitch! ODAAT EDD

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #31 on: March 08, 2015, 12:31:00 AM »
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Great it's day 9 now

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #30 on: March 06, 2015, 09:27:00 AM »
How are you doing, GB?

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #29 on: March 02, 2015, 07:56:00 PM »
gb321

Well quitters of June. I quit on February 2, 2015. I was on a ski trip with my friends this past weekend, and sadly on Friday I caved (no excuses needed) it doesn't matter how much it was, or how it ended up in there, either way I had Red Man in my mouth. I am not happy about it, I have yet to forgive myself, I lost the battle, but I'm about to win the war. I am going to change what I am doing, working on a plan right now to see what I can do differently. I have come up with a few things to start off with. From now on, I am a new man. I ask for one more chance. That is all I need to prove to all of you that I can do this. I know I can, no more excuses I am a changed man, all of you probably hate me right now but you just watch I will prove to all of you that I can and I will be a quitter with June 2015.

What happened?
I had Red Man.

Why did it happen?
I wasn't thinking, I wasn't reaching out for the support of my quitters.

What are you gonna do differently?
Take it one day at a time.

Every day when I wake up, before doing anything else, I will post roll with June '15. Then I will go to school (Yes school I am young), after school I will come home, do my homework and study. After that I will log onto the forums and Live Chat to check in with all of you. Then relax and enjoy the rest of my tobacco free day. Repeat every day.

I ordered Hooch Herbal Snuff and it arrived yesterday. This will help me with any situations like my incident Friday night.

I am a baseball player, love the sport always have always will, and the season is shortly approaching. You guys know what baseball players do don't you? They dip and chew nonstop. Well I got a bucket of David's sunflower seeds and a box of big league chew. No matter what happens in the dugout or on the field I won't be dipping or chewing, I have Hooch, David's seeds, and Big League Chew and I will use it.

I know there are possible ways I could have "just one last pinch" or the old "once chew won't hurt" but I am not breaking this promise again, that isn't happening.

One day at a time.

I pledge that I will not dip or chew tobacco in any way ever again. This is a promise that I will not break. No matter how hard it is I am ready for this fight now. I can do this and I will do this.

I am ready to fight, I am calling you out June. I am ready. Give me all you got. I know I will win. I can win and I will win. Let's get it.

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I've already talked to GB a little bit, but this is addressed to June. Come on Joon joon, you accept this? Is it fubar? He's asking. He said he took it to May, and Joon is his house. You can't just read this, accept it or not but let's hash it out.

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Hey guys - really proud to post a message in this bad ass group of quitters. Where you guys are now sucks. The beginning is fucking horrible. But it is so worth it.

Gb is an interesting one. First, he is young. Young quitters have an insanely high FAIL rate on Ktc. How many of you chewed for 10, 15, 20, 25 + years. I did. And I quit (mentally) almost every day. I have thrown hundreds, maybe thousands, of half full cans of Kodiak out the window of a speeding (as much speed as one can accomplish with a Hyundai) car. Only to stop at the local gas station the next morning to get my fix. Looking back at the lies, the cancer risk, the money, but especially the shame it encourages me to see young guys quit. Listen Gb, DONOT BE A DUMB FUCK LIKE ME. EMBRACE THIS SITE. EMBRACE THIS QUIT. DO WHAT YOU HAVE GOT TO DO BUT DONT YOU DARE SHIT ON THIS FINE HOUSE!!! these guys are fighting fucking damn hard to save their lives and their brothers lives. Let them crucify you on here and you take what they dish - you earned that. Now is your chance to really reclaim your honor and integrity. It sounds super cliche, but that is a benefit of quitting that only a quitter gets.

Last summer I flew to Detroit to meet 3 of the finest quitters on earth - 3 guys in my own group. Gb the 4 of us went through hell together. A hell that I never dreamed nicotine would cause. We were all in a minivan driving from Livonia Michigan to detroitvto watch a tigers/royals game. Go royals!!!! And on the radio as we were driving came the news that Tony Gwynn had died. That van was silent. Baseball players play ball. They build teams. They don't commit suicide. 4 guys, all from different walks of life bonded that day and we all realize how lucky we are. In so many ways. Now is your moment. Don't fuck this up. 40 comes fast my friend. You wanna hide in the shower and make up excuses to run and buy gas at 12am when your tank is full? How would you feel when little Gb takes a big gulp of daddy's dr pepper spitter? You think it isn't possible? Wrong.

I'm supporting you Gb. I'm out on a limb here. Don't you dare fuck with my recordof supporting winners. You can do this. But you gotta want it more than anything. Let's do this!

Day 799 of pure blissful freedom here. One day at a time.

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #28 on: February 28, 2015, 11:24:00 PM »
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I'm on a ski and snowboard trip with my friends and at the hotel everyone was dipping and chewing and he handed me the red man and I was like I remember I did this and I pretended to put it in and a piece fell in my mouth and I spit it out right away and didn't talk the whole night. Don't know if that counts? It was s serious accident as Braves said I played with fire and got burnt. I can't handle myself right now I didn't mean to do that. I made a mistake I need your support. I'm sorry if I'm on my own I understand, if I'm not welcome here I understand. I need you guys right now.
This is serious business dude. Today you start over. Day 1.

There will be some questions that are gonna be posted and you need to answer them honestly.

What happened?

Why did it happen?

What are you gonna do differently?

Here are some things to consider... You posted roll, did you keep your word that day? Then you missed 2 more days. Posting and honoring roll is the core of how you will gain freedom.

I wasted 25 years and 45k on this shit dude. I hid in the shower and drove around alone for 30 min a day away from my family to maintain my addiction to a substance that is as addictive as heroin. This is no joke dude. Man up.
Well I was playing with fire and it burnt me. I held it up as a joke and a piece fell into my mouth.

It happened because I wasn't thinking and I'm stupid.

The thing I will do differently is keep myself close to KTC and not act like I can do this myself, because I can't. I need you guys.
Gb,

Your cave and your answers to the three questions show a certain level of immaturity that I am confident you can overcome. You have several badass quitters posting to support you.

You are not alone and many others (including me) have gotten through this. But it takes a serious commitment and a solid thought out plan to deal with the situations that you faced - and failed - this time. Did you need to go on this ski trip early in your quit? did you know other guys would be dipping? What was your plan if they did? Do you realize the importance of posting roll?

There will be many other trials along the way. You don't need to face them alone.

PM me if you need more digits.

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Re: I quit 20 days ago new to ktc
« Reply #27 on: February 28, 2015, 10:35:00 PM »
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I'm on a ski and snowboard trip with my friends and at the hotel everyone was dipping and chewing and he handed me the red man and I was like I remember I did this and I pretended to put it in and a piece fell in my mouth and I spit it out right away and didn't talk the whole night. Don't know if that counts? It was s serious accident as Braves said I played with fire and got burnt. I can't handle myself right now I didn't mean to do that. I made a mistake I need your support. I'm sorry if I'm on my own I understand, if I'm not welcome here I understand. I need you guys right now.
This is serious business dude. Today you start over. Day 1.

There will be some questions that are gonna be posted and you need to answer them honestly.

What happened?

Why did it happen?

What are you gonna do differently?

Here are some things to consider... You posted roll, did you keep your word that day? Then you missed 2 more days. Posting and honoring roll is the core of how you will gain freedom.

I wasted 25 years and 45k on this shit dude. I hid in the shower and drove around alone for 30 min a day away from my family to maintain my addiction to a substance that is as addictive as heroin. This is no joke dude. Man up.
Well I was playing with fire and it burnt me. I held it up as a joke and a piece fell into my mouth.

It happened because I wasn't thinking and I'm stupid.

The thing I will do differently is keep myself close to KTC and not act like I can do this myself, because I can't. I need you guys.
Glad to see you post in June. Dude you are part of a team. We cannot win alone.
Dude... You don't joke around by playing with a loaded gun. As an addict... You cannot afford to be an idiot around the substance of your addiction.

This is serious shit... Treat it as such.
Your li'l cave story is weak as hell... You can see that right? Get it together m'man. This place is your chance to cement, for the rest of your life, real freedom. Take your lumps... Listen to our advice... Follow the path.
Well GB, these 2 brothers are 2 of the finest quitters I know. Both of them have helped me immensely. I chewed for 26 years and then 463 days ago I found this site. These guys are my brother's and I have never even met them. Embrace this site young man. Reach out, make friends, and for fucks sake quit messing around. This is life or death. You choose. There are great things ahead if you have the strength and desire to be free.