Thank you all for the well wishes.
Each day, as I've said before, is it's own milestone. Some are slightly bigger than others and gives us something to look forward to. But what yesterday was, was 730 times in a row that I won. Each one of those days was a check in the win column. I didn't allow my farked up brain to beat me, nor did I let anyone trick me into going back to the can.
For all of you who think that two years sounds unattainable, like it's going to take forever.....don't look at it that way. Look at it is as another day in your life that you will win. One day at a time. Sometimes the bigger picture drowns out the white noise around you that beats you.
Each day you win is a milestone. You are beating an addiction. Think about that. Yesterday, if you stayed clean, you BEAT AN ADDICTION. Doesn't matter what it is. Nic, drugs, liquor, porn.....you won. No matter that good, bad, and ugly you have happening in your life, at the end of the day, when your head hits the pillow, there will always be one positive thing in your life. You beat your addiction for the day.
And that, ladies and gentlemen, is something to celebrate. I'm gonna win with all of you today.
