Pingaround,
Don't see you on the May 2014 roll call page yet this morning. If you couldn't hack it last night and couldn't quite get your quit started, today is whole new day and a perfect time to do so. We, your quit brothers, are here for you at KTC when you're ready to start your journey to a better life without burden of dip. Make it TODAY. It doesn't get any easier and now is the time.
I too was a real asshole the first two weeks of my quit and my temper would often get the better of me in the presence of my family. However, aside from using KTC I developed strategies to avoid taking things out on my family. They WORK, and I was able to get through it. I will take your hand and walk you through the first two weeks. PM me. I just PM'ed you.
More importantly, make the decision you know in your heart is the right one, and don't delay your quit any longer. Throw out all that shit and get on here. We're ready to help you.