Thanks all. I guess it is the withdrawls I want to avoid. This has just became a very bad habit, that needs to be replaced with a "good" habit.
Scowick, I have tried the non-nicotine "dips"... Just not the same...
Magnum, I get my "buzz" with the first dip every morning. First thing I do is, get up (0630), brush my teeth, take my meds, then get a dip "to start the morning off right". Then, I fix breakfast, eat, get another dip, and drive to work. About 0830-0900, spit out my 2nd dip of the day, drink a cup of coffee, then get my 3rd dip. This one will last me until lunch. Eat lunch about 1200, then another dip by 1230-1245. About 1430-1500 spit it out again, get my afternoon coffee, then another dip. I "freshen" up the dip about 1700 for the drive home. Eat about 1800, then, yes you guessed it, another dip. Head to bed about 2200. Routine the same day after day after day. 'bang head'
I am addicted very badly. You can probably tell from the paragraph above that I have a little "O.C.D." thing going on. I am a creature of habit, and like my routines.
I can only imagine what I could spend the $150 a month on that I am "spitting" away.
Honestly, I guess I am a little "scared" to be losing my friend. I know my friend is not helping me...
I guess now I need to make the decision to "man-up"...
Any tips on psyching yourself up to quit???
Thanks,
Rob