Hi everyone my name is Matt and im an addict....haha, but seriously its bad. Im 24 and my dip of choice has been grizzly wintergreen for the past 5 years. Today is my first day posting roll and being clean. Ive realized this addiction will claim my life fairly soon if i do not do anything about. Fortunately ive also realized i have a very addictive personality, like most of us on here. When chewing tobacco I can never just have a few a day, instead I go through at least a puck and a half a day. my gum line already looks like ive been doing this for a decade and i have to put a stop to it. besides the physical damage im doing to myself Ive also realized how much a loser i am on tobacco. after work most days I just play some call of duty and dip my brains out for hours...its fucking pathetic. I apoligize to my friends and family for being in this dip induced coma for so long, but im throwing this habit to the curb like a used condom. i dont know about anybody else but im looking forward to the weight gain coming my way, that god damn grizzly has sky rocketed my metabolism....im looking forward to speaking with people here and getting the help i desperately need. i guess all i can say now is bring on those nights of cravings, sweats, and losing my mind because this addiction will see no mercy from me.