Had a long come clean discussion with my wife last night, after dropping the bomb on her yesterday morning that I dipped. She's glad to be on my side, and will be good for my quit. Made my commute to work with with no dip, first time in a long time. Honked as I went under the bridge that used to signal my routine time of putting a dip in for the road. I am a nicotine addict, was, am, always will be. Glad to be out from the shadows of my hidden secret.