Figured it was time to post up my intro, been lurking for a little while now. I am currently 60 hours into my quit. I actually took my last dip on Tuesday November 19th but initially was going to try with the patch to help. I found this site with its recommendation to go cold turkey from the Nic Nic so after that first day with a patch I went CT. Gotta say it has not been fun at all and today's first thought upon awakening was for a dip of Cope. I think today is going to be a tough one.....but I only need to quit for today and I will worry about tomorrow, tomorrow! Been dipping since I was about 13 years old. Stopped after HS to only start smoking for a few years and then quit the smokes and went back to the dip. Started with Hawken, moved to Kodiak and have been with that bitch Cope now for about 17 years. Figured after 25 years of this crap, I need to move on with my life without her.
I am an addict, I love the taste of Cope, I love her smell, the way she looks at me. I remember that first date when she gave me that nice little buzz that made me feel warm all over. She was with me in class in High School, she was by my side during all those baseball games growing up. I can't remember how many campfires she has been to with me or keg parties when I was a teenager. She was even there the first time I made love to a woman I think, just hangin out in my pocket. She is so awesome, never complains about where or what I want to do with her, she just quietly rides along in my pocket. She has traveled with me all over this planet, giving me a refreshing boost of her Nic when needed. She has been with me during good times and bad times, my constant little friend in my pocket. So easy to use, so good to taste......That seductive little bitch, she doesn't want me to think about how much money I wasted on her or how much she really controls my life from her position of power, always in my pocket. Well you little vixen, we are done, over. I fucking QUIT, DO YOU HEAR ME, I QUIT.
The only Easy Day was Yesterday!