I just put in a prayer for you and asked God to keep the poison weed from jumping off its place on the rack of death at your local c-store, and to keep the can of poison from rolling out the parking lot and down the street to your dwelling place. If that should fail I prayed to God to keep the poison from finding entry into your abode, cutting itself open, and leaping from the can to pack itself into your gob... Only way that the poison will get into your face is if you choose to put it there...
Read everything here. I assume you know all about the dangers of nicotine use, and probably a good deal about addiction, but start with the welcome center and keep going anyway. Learn the KTC quit plan, and then live the plan. The plan works! PM me if you need a # or anything. You can do this.