I'm hoping you make it back in here Biglake25.
I remember something from when I was still dipping a couple years ago. My daughter, whom was 5 at the time, she would grab herself a spit cup or bottle, as I would have a huge cat turd in my mouth, she would spit as I did. I remember laughing, thinking man, this is awesome.
I also remember after I quit, looking back at that and getting pissed at myself. Once I was able to see the light it was no longer humorous. I felt ashamed.
Again, I hope you are able to make it back in here, it's awesome to quit for those young-in's, the main rule is, you have to quit for you first.