so I'm 42 and finally decided to give up the dip. I've been planning this since Fall, 2015 so on my birthday (today) I'm done with it. I've been chewing snuff for over 25 years and if I wasn't eating, sleeping or ****ing, you would see me with a dip in. Today was pretty strange, actually but I thought I did fairly well, lots of urges, nothing seemed normal, sort of spaced-out; I'm sure several of you understand. I kep telling myself that I couldn't get to day #2 without getting through day #1. Actuaqlly, if you don't buy the stuff, how can you start-up again, or so is my motto going into this strange journey. I have 2 kids and am happily married. Here's a fun fact; this is my first admission of quitting. I haven't told my family, my friends, my co-workers - nobody. It's all on me...so here it goes, ever so slowly...99 days to go!
Hi there. Happy Birthday!
I am excited for you and your quit. I can't tell you how many "birthdays" or "new years" or "insert whatever day sounds good" plans I made in the past to quit. I always got pumped up and knew this was it, this time I'd quit for sure, this time I would be better, stronger, more sincere. Tomorrow became the best day for me to quit. So many tomorrows...so much wasted time with nicotine. So, don't be me. Don't let this be anything but your freedom.....finally!
The part I love about this is when you say you cannot get to day two without finishing day one. This is true. Don't however, get caught up in the number. When I see you say "99 days to go" I hope you realize that you are not cured in 100 days. There is no cure. We are addicts. Each day is no less important than any other...remember that. Each one should be celebrated. Please, keep goals and go crazy when you reach them, but never ever stop concentrating on today. Today is all you get. Crush it!
Buying it...ugh. It's tough right now. It's going to be in your face more than you realize. You will see people in the aisle with a can in their pocket. You will see a full lip and smell it instantly. Just remain focused. It is your time to be so very selfish. Don't go into the same old fuel stop....or wherever you bought it before. You know as well as I do, you'll find it without having to buy it.
You will be amazed how powerful talking about your addiction and your quit can be. I didn't tell anyone at first either. I was always a ninja dipper. I didn't want to hear the back talk and the "how gross" comments. I just figured if no one knew anyway, why bring it up? Now, you can't get me to shut up about it. My quit is the single best thing I have ever done for myself. Yes, it will benefit your wife and your kids and others more than you realize right now, but this is for you. Get selfish. Let nothing get in the way of your quit.
I can't wait until your hatred for nicotine kicks in. Ooooh, that's when it gets really fun!!
Slay today. Quit hard.
I'll be here quitting like a girl.
Lady G day 766