I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need youuuuuu
This is what my heart is saying to Copenhagen long cut wintergreen right this very moment. For 11 years I've always had it in my cheek to keep me calm and sedated. I started dipping to quit smoking, and man was it an easy transition. And then I realized that dip was about as powerful as a crack cocaine addiction. Nothing could get between me and my vice.. my happiness, my anchor. Yea maybe it's unattractive, maybe it's changed the way my face looks or the way I smile. But I love it. But today is the day I tell Copenhagen something I've been keeping from her for awhile now.. it's over. We can't be together anymore. It's not you baby I promise it's not. You've always been there for me. I just think we're headed down different paths. You see I'm only 30, but I feel 60.. I just want to be healthy you know. This is my body we're talking about Copenhagen don't be so selfish. I'm sure in a few months you will have forgotten about me anyway. Don't try to act like that's not true. I will miss the good times we had.. the places we've gone together.. the long road trips, the late nights.. I'll never forget those times.. but anyway Copenhagen. This is taking a little longer than I had planned.. and I don't wanna make it anymore painful than it needs to be for either of us, so... goodbye sweetheart, goodbye.. forever....