I can't believe this will be the hardest thing...

[Grizzly25]

Motivation.

I can't seem to find any at the moment. I guess this could be the 125 funk that loot mentioned, but it doesn't really feel like previous funks.

I have had zero motivation to really do anything else on the site except post roll lately. I still keep the July Sheet because it's my obligation, but not really feeling like it.

I used to be pretty active in the intro section and looking to help newbies, but it's like I lost the desire to do that lately. I just post roll and leave the site for the day.

Is this normal? Does the motivation to help others come and go in waves? I'm not going to stop posting roll or anything, but I feel like crap that I'm not reaching out to new quitters like I used to, yet I still don't feel like it.

Horseshit...you just find enough to get through today. We will deal with tomorrow when it gets here. You helped a shitload of us when we first started, and we look up to your ass.

When I have a bad moment, I go looking for you and TK's fucking avatar. Peaks my interest enough to get through the moment. Will PM my shit now, let me know if I can do ANTHING to help motivate you. Flow goes both ways brother, let us help you now.......

The funk now is one of the toughest its starts with some complacency and will seriously test your resolve and determination!

Keep posting and keeping the spreadsheet and stay quit!

By just doing those things you will keep your word and shortly this will pass and you will truly start to enjoy some great freedom!

I completely understand the notion of just posting and leaving for the day I usually do that on the weekends, realize this you have and are still changing how you have done everything and there does come a time where you just want to ....be left alone and not think about this site, the struggle, or anything to do with this site!


This site is awesome and fantastic but can wear on quiters from time to time, so if you need to post and go for awhile dont fret, just keep your promise and all is well!

PM me if you need anything brother!

[jaginvest]

Motivation.

I can't seem to find any at the moment. I guess this could be the 125 funk that loot mentioned, but it doesn't really feel like previous funks.

I have had zero motivation to really do anything else on the site except post roll lately. I still keep the July Sheet because it's my obligation, but not really feeling like it.

I used to be pretty active in the intro section and looking to help newbies, but it's like I lost the desire to do that lately. I just post roll and leave the site for the day.

Is this normal? Does the motivation to help others come and go in waves? I'm not going to stop posting roll or anything, but I feel like crap that I'm not reaching out to new quitters like I used to, yet I still don't feel like it.

Horseshit...you just find enough to get through today. We will deal with tomorrow when it gets here. You helped a shitload of us when we first started, and we look up to your ass.

When I have a bad moment, I go looking for you and TK's fucking avatar. Peaks my interest enough to get through the moment. Will PM my shit now, let me know if I can do ANTHING to help motivate you. Flow goes both ways brother, let us help you now.......

[Kubrick]

Motivation.

I can't seem to find any at the moment. I guess this could be the 125 funk that loot mentioned, but it doesn't really feel like previous funks.

I have had zero motivation to really do anything else on the site except post roll lately. I still keep the July Sheet because it's my obligation, but not really feeling like it.

I used to be pretty active in the intro section and looking to help newbies, but it's like I lost the desire to do that lately. I just post roll and leave the site for the day.

Is this normal? Does the motivation to help others come and go in waves? I'm not going to stop posting roll or anything, but I feel like crap that I'm not reaching out to new quitters like I used to, yet I still don't feel like it.

[loot]

Great job hitting your first goal. Yous gonna hit a funk around 125...be ready for it.

[lhelms12]

Keep it up brother!

[Bruce]

Great job! :)

x2

Well done brother

[Scowick65]

Great job! :)

[eric71]

Congrats getting to 100 days brother!

You have been a great leader keep up the great Quit!!!

Congratulations and well done.

Way to step up and lead by example. Here's to another day just like the last 100, one at a time.

[Grizzly25]

Congrats getting to 100 days brother!

You have been a great leader keep up the great Quit!!!

[Coach Steve]

Kubrick - Day 1. About 15 hours in and hating life. No tobacco today!

Seems like so long ago, yet it's really nothing as far as time is concerned. That guy that was here 100 days ago seems like a stranger to me.

Lots of stuff going through my head today. Thanks for all the kind words and texts from everyone.

Stay quit.


Kubrick - 100 - QLF

Kubrick

Thanks for all you have done for September. You make my quit stronger brother. Congrats . You are a rock star...

Set your sites on the 2nd floor, one day at a time. Post roll everyday and stay involved on KTC. Pay it forward. It's a simple recipe. Proud to be quit like fuck with you brother!

[Wedge]

Nicely done Kubrick. Your time and patience probably kept more than a few of us from drifting off into the ether.

You are a great quitter and I love to read your insight. Congrats to 100 days, and here is to another 1,000 more.

[Buddy Mac]

Kubrick - Day 1. About 15 hours in and hating life. No tobacco today!

Seems like so long ago, yet it's really nothing as far as time is concerned. That guy that was here 100 days ago seems like a stranger to me.

Lots of stuff going through my head today. Thanks for all the kind words and texts from everyone.

Stay quit.


Kubrick - 100 - QLF

Kubrick

Thanks for all you have done for September. You make my quit stronger brother. Congrats . You are a rock star...

[Kubrick]

Kubrick - Day 1. About 15 hours in and hating life. No tobacco today!

Seems like so long ago, yet it's really nothing as far as time is concerned. That guy that was here 100 days ago seems like a stranger to me.

Lots of stuff going through my head today. Thanks for all the kind words and texts from everyone.

Stay quit.


Kubrick - 100 - QLF

[Mthomas3824]

Thanks for all the help. I'm chewing the crap out of all 6 flavors of the hooch sampler I got a couple of weeks ago. It's staving off the craves. I don't really want a dip, but the craves haven't been this bad since the first couple of weeks.

I'm fine, just weird that they would return with a vengeance.


My dip dream last night was actually way more than a dip dream, it was an every nicotine delivery method I have every tried dream. I used to smoke as well as chew, since smoking was far more socially acceptable at my last job and it got me away from the desk and allowed to shoot the shit with co-workers.

But I haven't had a smoke in 5-6 years, but in my dream I was smoking and chewing and doing all other kinds of weird shit. Really thought I had a chew in, but then I finally woke and realized it was not real. Thank god, because I never want to be a slave to that crap again. I'll take freedom and craves over slavery every time.

Hang tough Kub. Give me a shout if you need, anytime brother. Your quit is strong lets keep it that way....

So I had two bouts after the first week. One was day 28 and the other was the dip dream. They are so real and I had a guilty feeling about posting roll that day. My KTC brothers got me back focused and it did get better.

I had a dip dream just the other day. Not even close to being like the first one. I really don't recall much except a can of skoal. So not a big deal.

Just post roll and realize that you have been at this for a couple months. Every event that you experience is just another phase. Phases are not permanent.

Never quit looking into the future, only work on your promise made today.

Two months without the nic bitch! Celebrate that! The nic bitch has lost to you 61 consecutive times. Finish and win your match today. You don't need to worry about your match tomorrow until you win this match today.

Kiss Kubrick's ass you little nic bitch! He is 61 and 0 with you. He is putting on a clinic and demonstrating how to beat your ass into the ground.

[Wt57]

Thanks for all the help. I'm chewing the crap out of all 6 flavors of the hooch sampler I got a couple of weeks ago. It's staving off the craves. I don't really want a dip, but the craves haven't been this bad since the first couple of weeks.

I'm fine, just weird that they would return with a vengeance.


My dip dream last night was actually way more than a dip dream, it was an every nicotine delivery method I have every tried dream. I used to smoke as well as chew, since smoking was far more socially acceptable at my last job and it got me away from the desk and allowed to shoot the shit with co-workers.

But I haven't had a smoke in 5-6 years, but in my dream I was smoking and chewing and doing all other kinds of weird shit. Really thought I had a chew in, but then I finally woke and realized it was not real. Thank god, because I never want to be a slave to that crap again. I'll take freedom and craves over slavery every time.

Thats funny? I just posted some feelings of a funk I'm in and then read yours. Damn it, I've been craving too. One of my big bitches is that my taste buds havent come back, My frickin tongue hurts so bad still I can't taste, hate to even eat it hurts so bad. ( should be loosing weight like crazy but I'm not) I just don't give a shit about anything. (except my quit)