The idea of having to go without a chew for the rest of my life seems like one of the hardest challenges I'll ever face.
Woooooo now! Emulator hit the nail on the head. Slow your roll my friend. Nobody, I mean nobody is asking you to quit forever. Post roll and quit for today, that's all anyone is asking. It's so much easier to look at this one day at a time.
Not going to lie, quitting is going to be one of the most difficult things you will ever face, but you will do it. 1000's have used this site to quit. Your no different than each and everyone of us.
I thought the same way as you. I thought, how is this even possible? Listen to my next statement. VERY IMPORTANT! The hardest part of quitting is believing it's possible and you can do it. Once you get over that hurdle it begins getting easier and easier.
Things will get better fast, believe it. Believe in yourself!
If you haven't, begin reading everything you can on addiction/nicotine. There is a lot of information on this site. Learn your enemy, it knows you. Begin knowing what to expect each step of the way. It's time to begin taking the fight to the enemy. For years you have let the poison sucker punch, kick and lead you around by a chain. By learning about your enemy you know when, how and what's coming. Lets take the fight to it for a change. Quit with you. Need another number let me know.