Brandt, First welcome to the asylum. Second as you found out, cutting back does not work and the reason is because you are an addict, like all of us here at KTC. Addicts cannot just have one of anything or do something in moderation, doesn't work that way. Once you accept this, it will make this entire process if not easier, more acceptable.
I see you posted roll today and that is awesome. Roll is the cornerstone of your quit here at KTC. Make your promise and live up to that promise and do it again tomorrow. We don't worry about the next week or the next day even, just the 24 hours. The next day may never get here. Glad to have you aboard and make sure to stay close to this site over the next week. Use it to help get you thru the craves, chat is an excellent place to go during craves. Drink lots of water, get seeds, fake dip, gum or whatever you need to stay clean, that is the goal. The next 3-4 days will really suck and we actually refer to this as the SUCK, so embrace that and remember that you do not want to ever go through that again.
QLF